AlexisJadeCasual Contributor
Doctors and medication
Hi there, just feel the need to share, and hoping that might make things feel less intense. I just got back from the doctors and I feel terrible. I went to get a covid booster but my blood pressure was through the roof because I get so worked up about going to the doctors. Does anyone else get worked up about going to the doctors?
I've been stable mentally/emotionally for about 20 years ever since a massive depressive episode in my late teens, and I've been on the same medication since then, but I've had to change around GPs because I've moved for work/family, and it just takes so much out of me trying to build the trust again with doctors. I worry they'll take away my medication and I think this makes my blood pressure go up, I don't know. I feel so silly and embarrassed because I make what should be easy so hard.