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oh no @Former-Member

you're caught between a rock and a hard place 😞

I'm the same about staying with people, even people i know. But i try to tell myself most of the fears are irrational or not as big a deal as my brain tries to tell me and just go do it. But then there are other things tht i just can't so no judgement here if you aren't able to!

Fingers crossed your dr will give you the meds you need tomorrow. I also need a prescription i think for something that will help me with... things that are really bad at the moment but not sure a gp will write a prescription for it either and since my gp just left with out any warning there's not even any way for them to talk and i dont think i'm up to explaining everyting.

lj

oh i'm sorry you havent been getting along iwth hubby... puts a different spin on things for the drive for sure 😞 i remember some awful times like that on long drives with my ex.

i havent had more than 4 hours sleep for a few months now. last night i dozed off for an hour twice. i'm feeling so sick, but i think its the tiredness. and my back is just really bad. also having trouble swallowing as it feels as though there is a lump of pain in my throat... but im 95% sure its just anxiety and exhaustion.

i'm really finding it hard to hold on at the moment, i'm just so low.

lj

I've never had much success with anti anxiety meds, they dont work well for me or they make me more jittery. i was put on an anti psychotic in hospital and it did help, but also made it impossible to funciton enough to work. but it helped me sleep at night and im desperate enough that im thinking about asking for that. might have to somehow get a message through to psychiatrist. just so complicated.

mostly though i just want to give up. it seems to hard to try and get through this again.

no i didnt get any pain meds. will see how it is tomorrow.

lj