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Aw @Faith-and-Hope - back at home with the arthro-exia -

I would have to turn up the tv and do something, anything, everything - to find my balance too

I hate it that he woke you up the other day banging the door when he went out for his jog - this is like a full time job for him - and you had it overseas as well

Bet you are looking forward to his going away again - God bless you Faith - you are wonderful

Dec

HI @oceangirl

All the best with the hospital - I really pray you get the help you need and the break you need and the therapy you need

And that it all happens soon

Dec

Hi @Former-Member

I love your pic with your kitty working the computer

My cat doesn't like my computer - she has become used to it over the years - esp the laptop - not to keen when I take it to bed though -

I had a desktop made from recycled parts - and it had a nature theme on it - and the cat jumped onto the keyboard and a crazy bird went demented as an alarm I guess - and the cat nearly went through the door without opening it - like a cartoon cat

Since then she has left the computer and the piano alone - I guess unpredicatable noises upset her

Anyway - it does sound as if you are having a hard time - I will be thinking of you - and hope things work out - keep writing

Dec

Hi @Owlunar

Thank you for your well wishes

Yeah hoping to make some changes and to find a bit more peace of mind

Hope you have a happy Monday.

Look after yourself

hello @Jacques

Thank you for your response no time frame expected considering how you were feeling

we all respond when and if we can i understand that

that drained feeling brings almost everything to a halt

I feel so strongly about respect, personal space and people's rights

when you are ready you might want to talk about this with your mum if you have that kind of relationship, or just put it into words somewhere even to be destroyed once done

walk around that house with your head held up high you have done nothing wrong

dont even try to imagine what other people are thinking which is what I spent so much of my life doing finally realising that I wasn't that important to everyone else. most people are too busy thinking about themselves.

you are a worthy, valued, caring, positive person who started that thread about positive quotes I believe or something similar

i am going to look for it and read some of the encouraging words you have given to others

will you do something for me, I am in a bad place at the moment and am waiting to hear when hospital bed is available.

will you visit your own thread and read the encouraging posts you have shared for others and share them with yourself please

this is what I am endeavouring to do now even as I write to you I am finally reading things back for myself

it is going to take time but I have started and today it is helping me through today

i have to search for something new everyday I dont really feel as though I am alive in this world at the moment I am disconnected but I do know despite that I can still feel, as you are reading.

Had an up/down weekend and need to feel like venting. Miserable one day and better the next - expect that is part of MI. Hope Mohill gets the treatment that will be beneficial. Cheers and best wishes. Bimby2

I am all for a Happy Monday @oceangirl

I had a good night - and I had things to do but today is going to be hot so my happy Monday will be happening here at home where it is going to be much cooler than going out

Dec

hello @Owlunar @Former-Member @Bimby2 @oceangirl @Faith-and-Hope

love your words thank you Dec

yes i just jump in often totally missing the original subject

that doesnt matter thought does it

we are all just here when we want to, or need to be

there are always people here for us

the world is such a strange place

That's exactly right @Former-Member

We are meant to enjoy our stories and contacts with other people - and sometimes this can be too hard

So it is okay not to take on someone's post - there are lots of people who will

There are things happening here that I find sometimes - they have been going on for weeks and if I haven't been tagged or looking - I miss them

But the sun still rises in the morning - so it's all good - just do what you feel like

Dec

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