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Fear

peaceSenior Contributor14 Dec 2014, 2:57 pm AEDT

Fear

I hate it when I get scared and so fearfull of life. ANXIETY is driving me into hell. Panic attacks that last for days with no relief. I am frightened. Fear is soul destroying. I have to be ok I have to work or everything will be lost and I will live in the street again. My daughter and her baby son need me. My beloved ex is needing a liver transplant, on top of the list, he needs me to go and help him recover. Damn it I can't even take care of my dog. Oh so scared and trapped. So overwhelmed by this life. I am pathetically useless. So hate being me. So hate life. So over it. Over over over.....Please.
God grant me peace.

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PeppiPattySenior Contributor26 Mar 2015, 2:29 pm AEDT

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Awesome @peace.....we, you an me ........should sit down and arrange cups of tea for all in WA down the beach......Ille hand out the cups, you butter the scones (yummy) then Ille pour the tea .......???
Lol

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peaceSenior Contributor28 Mar 2015, 2:41 am AEDT

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@PeppiPatty I would love to serve tea with you ♡

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PeppiPattySenior Contributor29 Mar 2015, 7:46 pm AEDT

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I bought a little pocket of English thingy tea but ate the Whole packet of biscuits in 24 hours and icecream.....oops......

:0)

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Jon22Contributor01 Apr 2015, 3:42 pm AEDT

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@peace
It's good to hear that you're feeling a lot stronger now. Life is just full of ups and downs, but no matter what happens, we should remain strong and hopeful. Keep it up.

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Unknown userMember01 Apr 2015, 9:14 pm AEDT

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I can relate to where you are, i feel smothered by fear so often. There are better times though, there are some breaks in the fear. When I am able to think somewhat rationally i realise that the imagination of what is coming is often 10 times worse than the reality. I hope that makes sense!

Keep going, you are stronger than you know and sounds like you have lots of people in your life who love you, hold onto that love,

LisaJane

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peaceSenior Contributor02 Apr 2015, 12:06 pm AEDT

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Thanks @Former-Member and @Jon22 I do ride a roller coaster I am working with an additional new medication currently. The up's appear so normal to others yet feel fabulous to me as I am so plagued by the lows of fear and depression and grief.
I just want to clarify that I really do not have lots of support out here. I value ever piece of help I receive however. This forum is a true blessing to me.
Thank you for caring

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