Morning lil sis @Former-Member
I actually fell asleep last night (yea !!!) Nearly 8 hours! Hope you got some sleep too
I get why you may not want to go tonight - don't need the dramas. I would certainly hate for you to get stuck in Brisbane!
I have placed your order for a pink and white party hat with sparkes - and an additional order for some glittery eyewear (will surprise you
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I too need to declutter my house. I started to do that before I got sick and was doing really well but haven't done any more since. I really need to start in the garage because there is stuff everywhere - can't even find the tools I need when I want to - have been using things and just throwing them back anywhere in the garage. That's been partly because too tired to put things away properly and partly because the garage needs to be rebuilt (very old and leaky) so have stacked things in certain spaces to not get wet.
I did a clothes clean out before I got sick but still need to get rid of more. Most of the clothes I could get rid of now could only be used as rags!!! All my favourites that are falling apart or full of holes (good to wear around the house doing the renovations or in the garden still though). I give my stuff to the Salvation Army. There's a centre really close to where I live so easy to drop things off. I accidently gave away a bag of clothes a few years ago that I had meant to store for winter - didn't realise until I went to get a vest out that my grandmother had made for me to wear to her funeral - as you can imagine I was quite upset about it - even went around all the Salvos centres to see if they still had it somewhere 
Re our goals - I have already done the 3 beach trips this week - TICK! Hopefully do one more this afternoon (on our own this time - just me and Toby - and maybe my book!)
I was pretty good last night - I'm now convinced that when I take Toby for a walk along the beach I have a much better night - more relaxed and think less (and when I do have 'stuff' racing around my head I am in a much better space to deal with it). I would go every day if I could but that is not possible so the days I can't I'm going to try to do Tai Chi (at home). Haven't done it for a long time - sure I've still got a dvd somewhere.
Looking forward to our NYE hour (time difference) tonight if you stay home. One drink at midnight for me then (an hour later) another at midnight for you. It's a special occasion so it will be red bull for me and I presume lemon, lime and bitters for you!?
It would make me really happy to spend NYE with my little sis but I would be equally happy if you went out and had a good time also!
I have to go out to meet my Mum in a little while - got a book for her for christmas we need to change. My sister had already bought the same book (and read it) so mum can read hers. No point having 2 of the same.
btw - downloaded fire and the flood onto my phone - is now my new ringtone
can't get that song out of my head, which is a good thing - pushes some of the other stuff aside and replaces it with something happy
I'm right with you too lil sis
Every single line in that song reflects how I feel too 


Better have a shower and get ready to meet mum.
Be back around 1ish.
love ya 