@Former-Member
If I'm feeling up to it after 1st app will try some more Christmas shopping - if not probably home to sleep for an hour or so- that's what usually happens!
Toby is a little white fluffball (Maltese Shih Tzu cross - mostly maltese but with big floppy ears). He has an underbite which is very prominent when he is tired (soooooo cute).
He turned 3 today (well yesterday now) - that's probably why I have been buzzing all day - 'cos it was his birthday - my little cherub! I love taking him to the beach - would go everyday if I had the energy and it was closer - only half an hour away but the drive itself often is too tiring - being sick really sucks.
Toby makes me smile and laugh - he runs around and around to tire himself out the flops down and goes to sleep - it's really funny to watch - he goes a million miles an hour for a couple of minutes around the loungeroom or up and down the hallway and then he's out like a light! He is the reason I am still here (and my cat also). I would have ended it a few weeks ago if it wasn't for them! I looked at Toby and he looked at me with his cheeky little, smiley face and I just couldn't bare to leave him alone - it would have been too cruel - we are both so attached to each other.
I've rambledon again - I really should go to bed.
Hope you get to see your therapist between christmas and new year.
Take care 
