Support for Flowerlove22

@MissGremlin @Sunnyside226

V - Venom

W - Wolverine

X - X-men

Y - Yes man

Z - Zoolander

i gotta hop off now, night to you all 💙 @NightFury

your finishing early 😭💔 bye mate @rav3n my mate has finished

Night @rav3n ♥️

@Sunnyside226 how are you feeling now?

@MissGremlin

Calm

Unsteady

Thoughts are loud

I'm going to be alone for a while

Thanks for chatting missing her 😔

@Sunnyside226 sending you hugs, i know you miss her so much. I'll be around if you want to chat more at any stage ♥️.

Writing her notes saying how much she meant to me. Her love her time her everything I couldn't ask for another her

I remember when I first told her my sexuality I was so nervous and afraid of how her or anyone would think of me. yes I still think the people and the world hate me for who I am

I don't say much about myself on here

I'm Worried about being judged not welcome hated laughed at bullied called names

I haven't met anyone on here in that circle yet i like to keep my safety with people I feel safe with like one of the peer workers here I'm safe with her

The other peer workers and mods I haven't really got close with i wouldn't say they are my safe people if something happens on here

I have a circle of people I'm safe comfortable with so far I have 2

I know that sounds means I don't mean it to sound like that,

@MissGremlin sorry for a talk lol that come out of nowhere

@Sunnyside226 aww those little notes are something to treasure cos it's a reminder of how much she meant to you.

I can understand the fear of being judged but from what I've learnt being on here is that its a very accepting space. I know some of the peer workers are also within the LGBTIQ+ community.

It's also completely ok to keep things to yourself, i myself have things that I won't say on the forums and people don't know about me. If I ever feel comfortable sharing then I will but if not then that's ok. It's our lives and our choices what we decide to share to anyone 😊.

It doesn't sound mean and i completely understand. We all have our safe people and that's ok 😊.

@MissGremlin out of 5/6 peer workers I feel safe with her I know her more then the others peer workers maybe it's because I shut down I need to protect myself from hurt I don't know it could be I don't want to build relationships on here with them. For them leave because that hurts

Correct me from wrong but aren't the peer workers young people or different ages?

I guess having a safety person isn't always a bad thing..

I wish I could do a Q/a I have so many questions 😂 for them

@MissGremlin I have a goal I want to achieve next week would you like to know what is it?

@Sunnyside226 i get that fear of getting close or opening up to someone and then them leaving. That's happened to me all through my life.

The peer support workers are all different ages i believe.

I'd love to hear your goal for next week 😊