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@Sunnyside226 haha well im glad you didn't face plant the floor, cos that would have been ouchies. Sounds like it was a good night and I'm glad you had fun.

Those pics were completely fine and I like them 😊. Please never apologise for rambling on, i love our chats ❤️

My night was just a usual boring night, listening to music, colouring then watching my TV shows and snuggling with Casper.

Btw the socks are cute

Sounds like a ok night then @MissGremlin

I've almost finished the pic but I'm a little slow like a turtle 🐢 😂😂

Don't you hate when pens/ pencils run out Midway through, 😑😒😂

How's Casper going does he like the cold weather?

@Sunnyside226 thanks, they are keeping my feet nice and warm.

It was ok, until I tried to sleep 😂.

Pics take time to do and i don't focus for long periods so it can take me days to finish one pic.

Oh yes that's super frustrating, it happens when I'm using gel pens 😂.

Casper is going good, he isn't fussed by the weather or the rain, he will gladly stand out in it 😂

LOL Casper is funny 🤣

One of those nights were you can't sleep hey

yes I hate them pens do that like seriously 😑

Is there anything your looking forward to this week?

@MissGremlin do you notice when you start to feel bad? Or when you feel not okay? Sorry for the question please feel free to not answer

The pants I had on last night are so comfy I might buy other one

@Sunnyside226 he is funny, he is dreaming while laying on my shoulder at the moment 😂.

I rarely sleep much lately.

Yes they always run out at the worst possible time 😂

I don't have anything on this week or anything I'm looking forward to, what about you?

For me I can feel things spiralling, but lately things haven't been great anyway but there's moments that are worse than others. But when I have times when I feel somewhat ok, it can all come crashing down in an instant and without warning like it did tonight. But yes i can definitely notice when things are bad or I'm starting to not feel ok.

Sounds like a pair of pants where you need a backup pair cos they are so good 😂

Aww he's dreaming on you I'm sure he's snoring 🤣

Tomorrow I got things on I don't know yet see what it gives me

That's good you can sometimes feel it sometimes catching it early is always good because then you know it does suck when things happen fast and you can't control it.

Please correct me if I'm wrong, does it include when you bottle things up till the point where it gets out of control?

I know sometimes it happens to the best of us there's no shame in how someone feels

yes always need a backup pair of pants incase it gets ripped or the washing machine eats it up 😂😂😂 @MissGremlin

have you ever hard of the word "Strom"?

@Sunnyside226 he's good at snoring 😂.

Well I hope it turns out to be a good day for you.

I'm not really able to catch it early enough to be able to stop it from getting too bad, it's still very much a work in progress for me and i think it always will be.

Oh yes, I'm great at bottling things up to a point of where I feel like I'm going to explode. I'm not comfortable with letting emotions out while I'm alone cos I'm scared of what will happen if I lose control so the only time I cry is usually when I'm on the phone to a crisis service and we talk about a sensitive subject and the tears start to flow.

Life's tough at times and there's definitely no shame in feeling however one feels, whether that be happy, sad, scared, angry, hurt etc. There's always reasons why we feel the way we do and we are allowed to feel that way.

I have several back up pairs of my pants, ok they are just leggings but they are the only ones I've found that I like so i have lots of them 😂

Yes I've heard of the word 'strom'.

Check out the sky outside at the moment where I am, it's kind of eerie but in a cool way. The lines coming out to the side extend way out, not something I've seen before.

Aww he's snoring 🤣

your Strom isn't the weather one is it?

Ok so your not comfortable with letting your emotions out alone that's a lot to deal with it's good you know what works and what doesn't, having someone sit with you while you let it out is good not many people can say that

So I know you and I talk at night does it help in some way I'm sitting here? Listening to your struggles and pain ?

As long as you know I'm happy to be here sit and chat with you

Nobody should be shamed about how they feel it's ok to cry and have your voice heard it's not an easy thing to do well done to you @MissGremlin

Ohh yes we all need double pairs of pants, never know what could happen 😂 might get ripped might never find them again it's always the comfy ones that they never bring out again so you going in 500 shops 😂😂😂

I wanted to share the Strom thing with you but if you know it I won't say it, @MissGremlin I'm eating chocolate now

Sorry the mod was late to approve the pic that's pretty sky it different @MissGremlin

@Sunnyside226 Strom can have a few different meanings, so you are still welcome to share.

Usually it's the opposite in that people struggle to cry around others. I just know when I cry and things start coming out I can be in a very vulnerable state and that's scary to be in alone.

It does help and I really enjoy our chats not only are they a good distraction but it's just nice to have someone to talk to in general. I don't have friends in the real world so all I have is here.

Thankyou i really appreciate it and the same goes for you, I'm always happy to sit and chat with you ❤️.

I'm sad cos they stopped making the leggings I like and the ones they brought out in there place are super thin and have no stretch, no splits allowed in them 😂.

Oh chocolate is yummy enjoy 😊