Support for Flowerlove22

@Birdofparadise8 no not at all okay I want to give in but I can't because I have people who need me it's Soo hard I am going to be sick

I'm sorry you're struggling so much @Sunnyside226

Do you have any parents, uncles, or aunts that can help you? Any family or friends.

When is your brother picking them up?

My mum died in December last year

My dad took himself out at the beginning of the year

I don't talk to my uncle and aunt has that did some really really bad things to me

My brother will be back in a week or two @Birdofparadise8 @RiverSeal

I'm sorry I'm sorry I don't deserve you I am going I am a fat mess

Oh, I'm so sorry to hear that @Sunnyside226

I know how you feel. I lost my grandmother in September last year.

You don't have to leave. You have nothing to be sorry for.

I was the one who find him gone it still haunt me everyday and night I hear his voice and laugh at night when I try to sleep it gets bad because I see him there the way I find him

Everyday I listen to his voicemail message just to hear his voice yes it sounds stupid but that's all I have left somedays I just can't live without him I don't mean to be a ass hole but he was the one I really loved @Birdofparadise8 I just miss him so much I think I might of upset that other person

@tyme will be on at 4 pm so you can chat with them too 🙂 don't forget to tag me during the week too!!

I cooked real meat and it's soooo much better that that fake stuff I had last weekend hehe. I told my friend I needed to have real meat for the bbq. 🤣

Hope you enjoy your coffee ☕️

You are a caring and selfless person @Sunnyside226 and you don't have to carry this burden that you did something wrong on your own. Please email us here at team@saneforums.org if you would like more privacy to talk about it. We won't judge you and will support you to talk about it openly.

RiverSeal ❤️

Aww, that would have been so awful @Sunnyside226

I'm really sorry you had to go through that.

It was bad enough when I saw Granny. Let alone like you see your dad.

I fully get that. I sometimes listen to granny's voicemails.

When she died, I attempted, and that's how messed up I was after. However, I'm in a much better place now.

Oh no, @RiverSeal is still here. The are probably off-talking to other people as well. I'm sure they will come back and reply to your post.

@RiverSeal real meat I am glad you're friends listened haha you have some guts to eat fake meat I wouldn't 🤣🤣😂😂

If I was to email you it wouldn't be nice and I shouldn't take away any more time

@Birdofparadise8 yes that's what I did last week I feel like a burden I am not enough for this it's my fault because I didn't see him when he asked he kept telling me he wanted to and I couldn't be there everyday I had work and other things on and then I went to his house there he was I have never been more upset or anything then now I wish I had just listened now I think it's past on to me

It's not your fault he did what he did @Sunnyside226

Are you saying you are suicidal?

@Sunnyside226 remember we are here to support you in the community and your peers here too! Please always reach out if you need support and stay connected here on the Forums 🙂 RiverSeal