I wish it were a dream

Entities come and physically attack me at night, every night. They torture me physically. The pain is unbearable/excruciating and I spend most of my nights groaning, threatening the person in my head with horrible vengeful thoughts against the voice, myself and everybody else in society. I'm "delusional" and believe it's the military. There is a voice, it sounds like a thought, in my head 24/7 always talking to me - even during the day.

Last night, three hallucinations attempted to break into my house, they were people that looked real, they looked like real people to me at the time, but I couldn't be sure because I deal with heavy hallucinations at night time - recently I really got broken into - I was getting lunch with my mother at a local RSL and went to check the mail as she entered my house, she screamed, I rushed into my house and a young man was in my room smoking a cigerette, the window was smashed and there was blood all over the kitchen - this was not a hallucination.

Again, In broad daylight I was recently robbed by a group of youths that were going to stab me for my watch using weapons, about six of them. I did not give in and was assaulted attempting to get away from them, one of the fly kicks to my jaw urged me to stumble and my phone fell out of my pocket, they quickly took it and ran due to the ground I made backing away from the group in the alleyway, making it back to a main street. I caught up and they demanded my watch for the phone, I declined and entered a shop to inform the police using somebody elses phone.

Three hallucinations last night were human entities and had me wielding a weapon with my phone in my hand incase they were real. One was at the door and the other two were at seperate windows attempting to break in with screwdrivers while experiencing various monsters and demonic entities flying around my house, crawling on my roof, hiding in my cupboard, attempting to scare me (they look real, like something straight out of a horror film) and they are f'n terrifying. The break in attempt was a hallucination - I was as relieved as you could be while being the main character in the sick plot of the most terrifying movie on the planet, but it's real, it looks real, you can touch them (it physically burns though).

The scariest of the hallucinations are "allergic" to light sources so I sleep with all my lights on every night, but that doesn't always work. They peek behind corners, attempting to enter the light from the dark portions (e.g an open wardrobe or a room without the light on) of my house if I only use my lamp on my end table. Last year I was working but it was all too much, up for two nights at a time due to the hallucinations. I feel useless. A waste of tax payer money as I've have been on job seekers for a whole year. I can barely afford to live and my rental is getting sold so I could potentially be homeless in a month or two.