Just realised something major

I just realised that for the past few weeks I have had no form of hallucination what so ever. No delusional thinking, no derealisation. With all the mixtures of medications that I have been on over the years, I have never been completely free from them for any significant period of time, like more than a week or so. Yet, I started a new medication a few weeks back, in addition to others and within a day or two there was a noticable change. I have heaps more motivation, heaps more drive. Ive done more in the past couple of weeks than I have done in the last I dont know how long, outside of doctors appointments etc.

I didnt just clean my room, I de-trashed it. I de-trashed Mums car and cleaned that. Ive put heaps onto FB market place to sell and next crap in the shed it on the chopping block. Im planning of resolving some of the issues in the kitchen. Ive sorted out my diet etc. meal plans and more.

I feel far more like my old self, though my brain hasnt really come back to what it was. I feel like I have my old drive to succeed and achieve back. Its targetted at getting some organisation around me, getting my health on track. I still have the feeling its going to come to an end, that like its been so many times over recent years where I start doing something and weeks or a month or so later it goes away.