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@Glisten you could park it next to K's car. "Ask me if I've been sleeping all day now bucko. Come on, I dare you!"

I did similar years ago except deliberately. Thought could drive over a pile of dirt on back lane. Couldn't. Possibly caused further problems. Turns out there is part of cars brain underneath trans which talks to dif and to engine.

Ended up in limp mode middle of nowhere. Then told it was fixed then few days at mechanics more middle of nowhere. Talked them into replacing dif. Touch would no probs since. @Glisten

I sort of can't find the right way to explain how I find and feel about my own world.

I want to tell people that I am suffering but know that by doing so I kind of set myself up for the "she's okay, has faced her illness, so will get on with things now" which is not true.

Feels like I'm being dismissed. Acknowledging my illness doesn't mean that it's anywhere near going away. It is always with me . I always fight to get through each day while needing to work so hard to accomplish those things that are taken for granted by so many others.

I don't cry out about my pain and can't help but shrink and hurt when those I care about tell me they are pleased that I have come so far. I have not.

I still have an incredibly debilitating disease which which is ever present and so "bleeping" powerful.

I really don't think we've come so far as a whole world in understanding the truly horrible impacts actual MI sufferers go through.

I become hurt and upset by the many mentions of mental health issues in general being something that can be overcome and dealt with.

Yes I may present well and yes I may survive the awful times but I am unwell !!!!

Probably always will be always need professional help will probably always need medication and therapies so please understand that even when seemingly okay I carry the mental monster with me.

I realise that I've been ranting here. Sorry about that.

Please world DON'T minimise my pain 💔 it is real!!!!

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@PeppyPatti @StuF @MissGremlin @Bunniekins good morning cool friends, nice day beautiful sunny. Enjoy. Take care.

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Happy Birthday King Charlie 🙂