NellyMarreeNew Contributor
Anxiety depression and Epilepsy
👋 Hi I am looking forward to contributing and finding new ideas to cope with life's challenges. Thank you for a community space that enables us to be authentic without prejudice.
I am going through a medication change for epilepsy as my previous ones can create mood issues, which I have only recently discovered... after 10 years of not feeling myself.The process has made me feel very low and I am struggling to control the destructive repetitive thoughts.
I feel so alone in this even when surrounded by loved ones. The worst is not feeling like I am worthy to take up space in the world and I hide from others to protect them from my energy, but I can't possibly make myself any smaller.
I have been through trauma and ongoing major depression which has left no confidence in my many abilities. I am hoping that the med change will be a first step in overcoming this.
If anyone has any suggestions for quieting my noisy mind it would be great as I am scaring myself with destructive thinking and finding it hard not to punish myself for them.
Thanks for reading and your time. 🌱