Kyle1Senior Contributor
Reaching out
please, anyone...I'm sorry to ask. I have seriously collapsed emotionally today and need some encouragement. All my 'stuff' is crushing on me and i need a way out, up, something.. 🥺🙏
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Reaching out
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Unknown userMember
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Hello @Kyle1 so sorry to hear youre not doing well today ❤️ You have a lot on your plate right now. Please feel free to reach out anytime. I'm happy to have chit chat. It would be nice to see if something could shift for you. I know youre not coping
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
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yeah, not coping. And feeling like a bit of a hypocrite @Former-Member
IDK... you ever see a horse roll in the dirt? Then they stand up victoriously and shake, head to tail. And all that stuff just flies away from them in a weightless cloud...
I want to feel like I can do that. And be free
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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor
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I feel you there @Kyle1
I am having the same issue with finding a psych.
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Unknown userMember
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Youre doing the best you can under the circumstances @Kyle1 It must be so hard trying to raise a family and do the mental illness thing. Dont be hard on yourself, lovely. I know where you wish to be and life at the moment is just getting you down. Sending you my love and compassion. Its not easy. Just offering a listening ear. I'm sorry that things aren't working out at all. You seem like such a soullful person having endured so much hardship in your life. Its brought forth such a beautiful person. I just wish life could give you the things you need most right now.
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
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thank you @Former-Member
I appreciate you 🫂🙏
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Unknown userMember
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Thats ok, love. @Kyle1
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ryeSenior Contributor
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Hey @Kyle1
It sounds like a really rough time for you. Sorry it's so tough today, it's just awful to have that crushing feeling.
I don't know what I can offer other than that I am really hoping things look up for you, and you can continue taking the best care of yourself that you can. It really sounds like you're trying so hard to keep your head above water, and I hope you can recognise that and give yourself the compassion you deserve.
Wishing you strength to keep showing up.
Take care.
x rye
It sounds like a really rough time for you. Sorry it's so tough today, it's just awful to have that crushing feeling.
I don't know what I can offer other than that I am really hoping things look up for you, and you can continue taking the best care of yourself that you can. It really sounds like you're trying so hard to keep your head above water, and I hope you can recognise that and give yourself the compassion you deserve.
Wishing you strength to keep showing up.
Take care.
x rye
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
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thank you @rye
I appreciate your thoughts and taking the time for me 🙏
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Blackbird11Senior Contributor
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Hi @Kyle1
How are you managing today? Just thought I'd check in. Your situation sounds like a huge struggle. We are here for you and want to connect 🙂
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
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Thank you, @Blackbird11
Today has been numb. I took myself to the ocean. The sun was shining bright. The sea so very crystalline.
But it felt like two different worlds between that and me...
I'm plain sad. But I'll sit with it another day.
I did try. I know I did. I even flirted with a passer-by just to challenge myself. She blew me the biggest smiliest kiss! Maybe she needed that...
I've been able to link up with some teleconfrence coaches in upcoming days. I look forward to trying that new approach.
