Kyle1Senior Contributor
Reaching out
please, anyone...I'm sorry to ask. I have seriously collapsed emotionally today and need some encouragement. All my 'stuff' is crushing on me and i need a way out, up, something.. 🥺🙏
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
please, anyone...I'm sorry to ask. I have seriously collapsed emotionally today and need some encouragement. All my 'stuff' is crushing on me and i need a way out, up, something.. 🥺🙏
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DimitySenior Contributor
Sending a cheerio @Kyle1
I tried to find a Mary Oliver poem for you. Have you read any?
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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor
I'm sorry @Kyle1
I'm here if you want to talk.
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
Thanks @Dimity
No Ive not read in a while 🫂
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
thank you @Birdofparadise8
Did you get home yet?
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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor
I'm at home. I've had a nap and still feel nauseous. I'm just taking the day slow. I have some more cleaning to do, but I'm unsure. I don't feel like doing much.
What is happening for you @Kyle1?
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
I've hit a wall and gone splat @Birdofparadise8
I have the world pressing in on me and I just can't manage today
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Birdofparadise8Senior Contributor
I'm sorry. I know exactly how you're feeling @Kyle1.
Have you heard about the move yet?
What nice poetry do you like? I know how much you like it. You just have a way with words.
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DimitySenior Contributor
@Kyle1 best wishes. Not sure if this is appropriate
Hurricane
It didn't behave
like anything you had
ever imagined. The wind
tore at the trees, the rain
fell for days slant and hard.
The back of the hand
to everything. I watched
the trees bow and their leaves fall
and crawl back into the earth.
As though, that was that.
This was one hurricane
I lived through, the other one
was of a different sort, and
lasted longer. Then
I felt my own leaves giving up and
falling. The back of the hand to
everything. But listen now to what happened
to the actual trees;
toward the end of that summer they
pushed new leaves from their stubbed limbs.
It was the wrong season, yes,
but they couldn't stop. They
looked like telephone poles and didn't
care. And after the leaves came
blossoms. For some things
there are no wrong seasons.
Which is what I dream of for me.
-- Mary Oliver, A Thousand Mornings
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
no @Birdofparadise8 I've not heard anything on the new residence. My current landlord is unjustly ticked off with me and I just need to get away. I've applied for every new lease I can afford and everything seems to be taking so long.
Now i have the kids settled in school i've been actively trying to re-enter the workforce, but failing. Ontop of that, I know I'd be so unreliable anyway coz of this darn illness!
So, inertia is me, and it's hurting
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Kyle1Senior Contributor
bless you so much @Dimity
It is beautiful.
I will treasure this one!
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