Checking in

I'm not bad. The hay fever is giving me hard time recent few days. But other than that, I'm good.

How about you? Any plans for today or this week? @Shaz51

Hi @Shaz51 @oceangirl @Appleblossom @Snowie @Emelia8 and others

thanks @Shaz51 for tagging me 🙂

i am very anxious this morning to the point of crying. I was supposed to go the gym to meet someone who would take me around before i start a program. But the trouble is - i can't get there. I am so anxious that i am staying home drinking another coffee.

i would like to use the hydro pool but am so self conscious of my body and feel judgement from others as well. i know this sounds stupid to others but i am very very self conscious of my horrible which i hate.

i just can't do it. feeling terrible, hopeless and a failure because i told my psychiatrist last week i would go today, how bad am I?

Morning @Shaz51 !!!

How are you going today? Housework full steam ahead by the sounds of it 😍

Hi @Shaz51 Hope you get what you want done today. Perhaps afterwards you can do something nice for yourself.

Hi @BlueBay totally understand hon. Was meant to go for a tour of a gym the other week and chickened out, brought out too much anxiety.

It's hard getting out, let alone going to somewhere like a gym with other people around.

You are not a failure nor are you bad. You are human hon. It doesn't sound stupid to me. I think a lot of us are self conscious about our bodies. Perhaps you could set up another tour. We will be here whatever you decide.

hello @GardensHeart , @BlueBay , @hanami , @oceangirl , @Snowie

you are not a failure @BlueBay my sister, things just happens.

very hot up here today so hubby drove me to all the shops to do bills, meds ect so I brought a Hot chicken and gravy rolls for lunch , yummm

floors done , washing done , dishes done ,

Coffee time

Sounds like you can take a well deserved break! Good going @Shaz51

you've done a great job doing all those things today @Shaz51 well done!!!

thanks @Snowie

when my anxiety is high i just want to veg out at home and cocoon myself

i don't want to see or speak to anyone

i will see how i go end of the week. hope you're okay. xxxx

@Shaz51 that looks delicious!

@BlueBay totally understand the anxiety hon. I shut myself off too. It is really hard to venture out at times.

All you can do is try hon. We are here for you either way 💗

Hi my sister @Shaz51 🌸