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@Zoe7 So good to hear meeting re work was kind and supportive. Most of all affirm your ability, passion and great skills at a teacher. Hope things go well with Cat tomorrow. You are great lady, hard working, strong and very kind and understanding. Hope to hear soon. Take care.

It means a lot having the support from you all here too @Sans911 @Meowmy @Appleblossom @Snowie

@Appleblossom It will be great if you get back into piano - do something you love along with everything you have become involved with outside the home as well. It is hard not to look back at times especially when the triggers are everywhere but the here and now is all we really have and trying to make the most out of the present is indeed a skill to learn.

@Meowmy Your words brought a tear to my eye - you are always so lovely and encouraging Hon. I hope you have had a good day today

@Snowie Having nice, understanding people around is certainly foreign to me but starting to have trust it is out there - we just needmto find it ...I so hope you can find it too Hon - it makes a difference

I’m back ...., 👋💕

End of classes for the day.

Sorry it was a fly-by earlier @Zoe7 . I am rapt that the meeting went well and the HR is right onto what you need for next year. I hope it all plays out really nicely from here, and woo-hoo for throwing your hat into the ring as specialising / having a passion for art. I hope that results in something special too.

Very much thinking of Cat today and wishing her all the very best for her procedure tomorrow.

Hugs n hugs Hon ❤️🦋💕❤️🦋💕❤️

Hi @Snowie ❄️🤗💕 ..... hugs for you too, doing it tough. Holding you close in my thoughts.

Hi to all who are passing through this space today 👋💕

I'm glad your HR appointment went wel @Zoe7

will be thinking of you and Cat tomorrow

safe travels @Former-Member

Hello @Angels333 , @Faith-and-Hope , @Sans911 , @Meowmy

Your neice is back outside in the kennel @Faith-and-Hope even though it is raining. It is her new favourite place - she snuggles into the back of the kennel and the rain can't get in so she is more than happy to stay there.

I have not long got back from seeing my pdoc. It was not an easy session - of course there was Cat to talk about as well as the meeting today and how I have been doing lately. She was concerned with how low I had fallen over the last week but was not surprised with what I was dealing with. We also talked about my sleep and the nightmares that have returned ...not every night but more frequent than they had been for a long time. She has increased one of my night meds again and told me to increase another one if it is really bad - I am holding off on that one though as the side effects are not good.

Cat goes in early in the morning but I probably won't know anything until early afternoon - it depends on when in the schedule shhe is taken in and also whether the specialist needs to take over. I have everything crossed for my precious little girl and very much holding onto hope that it is not as bad as first thought. Whatever the outcome we are giving her the best possible chance and that is all I can ask for. I am so grateful I have Toby here with me too - he will certainly be getting more cuddles tomorrow while we wait.

I am glad I mentioned Art as well Hon. She asked me what my preferences were for grades - what I had taught and what I was most comfortable doing so that oened the door to talk about Art as well. It would be great if I could work 4 days on class and one day of art again - I loved doing that when I did it (despite the difficulties with the teacher I shared the class with). I can only wait and see now what she comes up with but I also won't accept the first thing that comes up if it is not for at least the whole year next year on class - I don't think that is even a consideration though ...from what she said today it is her priority to find a school as close as she can and on class.

Enough about me - how was uni today? ...and how are you?

Hey @Shaz51 How are your aches and pains today my sister?

Uni was good @Zoe7 . Finalised some more assignments - one written, one studio.

Had a baby dragon in crisis at home though, and feeling so feral that they didn’t want me to come home to be with them ..... just needs space from everyone, and boundaries are not being respected. Sigh ..... I have done what I can do, and I am staying out with D2 for a while (she has been with the visiting family today cos mr. upped and went west a couple of days ago with little warning, leaving her care all over the place and the baby dragons seriously affected 😡😓). Mr. is returning this evening, and the in-crisis one is going to have to deal with that.

Anyway, enough about me ..... it will sort itself out by degrees.

I have study to do so will find a coffee shop corner somewhere with D2.

@Shaz51 hello darling

Safe travels @Former-Member 💜🌷