The worry with Cat sent me over the edge @Faith-and-Hope I couldn't stand the thought that there was something really wrong and I might lose her - just not in the headspace to deal with that. It has been such a stressfull and full on few weeks and I lost control of that a few days ago. The Expo, being sick, tired and some triggers have not helped. I had - for the first time - let an anniversary pass without it affecting me but unfortunately it hit me right in the face a few days ago with something that happened - not able to talk about that right now and probably never will be - that's life!
I have been going into work really early and leaving late - and once I get home I have been dealing with everything else. It is good that I have had work though otherwise I think I would have completely fallen apart. I am doing an extra day tomorrow on another 1/2 class - would normally not do it but really need the extra money - so stressed about that also.
I am also babysitting my sister's dog this weekend. He is staying with me and is usually really good so I don't expect any dramas but it will still be tiring as he won't be picked up until around 11pm Saturday night.
I will give your niece a hug from you - the little sweetheart is back asking for food and eating all I give her so whatever it was now seems to have passed. It has been 2 days now that she has eaten everything again.
So glad you are achieving a lot Hon but please get some sleep too - you mean the world to me and I do worry about you working so late and not getting enough rest.
Love and hugs to you my angel 
