Far and Away

I hope so too @Shaz51 and you too my sister

Have hit a wall here @Faith-and-Hope - things catchhing up with me I suspect so will hesd to bed and try to sleep. Hope you are okay Hon - will check in with you tomorrow

Sleep well @Zoe7 💜💤

I have my homework front and centre and am trying to keep my thoughts only on that until I hit that tiredness wall and crawl off to bed island.

Its some form of grieving that is leaking out all over the place when I think in that westerly direction methinks, because each of these steps we are taking is removing us further and further from being able to reinstate anything, which feels like it’s removing the good memories too ......

Anyway, bringing the shutters down on all that again for now.

I will catch up with you tomorrow.

Hi @Shaz51 @Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope @MDT and anyone else around. 👋😘☕️

Thanks for the tags.

Thinking of you all too.

Its been a super, super hard day again. Trying to learn to “let go”.

Things that are out of my control are destroying me, so I try to let go. Takes practice, that’s for sure.

Have to try “getting up” somehow.

It’s exhausting feeling crushed by everything.

Hoping you all have a good sleep 😴

you too @Former-Member

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Hearing you @Former-Member .....

Different but similar here. It’s difficult and painful, but we get through these things together ..... so glad to see you here and venting, even a little bit, about whatever you can.

Hugs and hugs Hon ..... keep swimming ❣️

Thanks @MDT. You too .....

@Faith-and-Hope

It is okay to grieve for your losses about the west @Faith-and-Hope - o many memories and so much of your life wrapped up in your home and losing that is hard - especially as it is not your choice You have and are giving up so much in your circumstances and all of that is for your kids - that is admirable but doesn't make it easier.

I hope you slept early last night and the tears were a little less for you Hon. I got to sleep pretty much straight away last night but was up super early - did go back to sleep after being up for a little while and will probably try for another couple of hours again this morning. Not sure I will make it to PT interviews this afternoon but will make that decision closer to this afternoon - going to try to make it but feeling rather average today - hope I pick up a bit more after some more sleep.

@Former-Member Learning to let things go can be super hard Honand certainly does take a lot of practice. Even then it can be hard when things are so close to home. It becomes a double edged sword - we need the energy to 'get over' things but the weight of them often cruch our spirit and energy. ...but recognising that is often half the battle. I hope today is a little easier for you Hon - at least have some easier moments in it. Thinking of you a lot

@Former-Member @Shaz51 @Maggie @MDT and others passing through ...Hi to you all also. Hoping for light in your days also