Far and Away

Talk to me @Zoe7 ..... what’s happening ?

Please keep yourself safe ...... I am here and sitting with you.

❤️

I do very much miss you @Faith-and-Hope Life is not the same without you in it but I know whatever happens you are always with me.

Was everything okay at school today @Zoe7 ?

I have come to uni with D3 to help her carry some of her stuff in, and now I am hanging around here, not wanting to go home. I have work I can do on the uni computers in the library, sending from my phone (good old phone) and I was hoping, as I have every day, that you would be here .....

Left school this morning with excruciating pain in my teeth. Been to dentist as they fitted me in. Have AB and more pain killers and need an x-ray tomorrow which will determine whether I need hospital or the wisdom teeth can come out in the dental surgery. The pain is just adding to how I am feeling and pain killers aren't helping much at all.

It looks very much like I will be taking the 1/2 next term as the assistant principal spoke to me today about changing my day off to align with what is already in place for that class. The Literacy person also mentioned that we will need to change our reading groups to fit in with me being on class. Not sure I can do it - certainly don't want to be alive right now - too much pain for me physically and emotionally right now. Yes see pdoc tomorrow - just need to make it to that and go from there @Faith-and-Hope

I am so sorry you have had tears the last few days - I hope I didn't add to that. I do very much miss you but there are things happening that I can't talk about here and that makes it hard being here. I am honestly not sure what more I can do - I am not enough!

Dear @Zoe7,

That sounds really hard being in physical pain on top of emotional pain right now. That's so good to hear you have a pdoc appointment tomorrow, I hope that's helpful and supportive. I've sent you an email to check in.

Take care,

Tortoiseshell

You are most certainly enough Miss-love-you-Butterfly- @Zoe7 ❣️..... but sometimes circumstances don’t fit together very well, and clearly one of those is happening for you right now ......

Tweaking things here and there takes time, but gradually things start to fit back together again ..... really hard going if you’re already feeling like your flapping your wings across a span of desert ..... but the AB’s will kick in, and then the pain meds will be more effective ..... you’ll see ......

A little at a time things will jostle around until that point where they start to smooth out a bit more ..... like they did between your last school and this one. And I am so glad your new workmates are helping to support you at this really difficult time 💚.

One hour at a time sweetheart, and I am not in class this afternoon, so I am right here with you, as are your other forum friends you have reached out to so beautifully today, with warm, heartfelt messages .....

You see ? Even when you are feeling so low your light shines out over others here.

Please try not to be discouraged. People have different sorts of strengths, and we see yours, beautiful friend 💐💕🦋

Working on my 🐾🐾 @Zoe7 .....

And while I was looking for the 🐾 I found this ...... 🧸 which I didn’t know was here.

Look what else I found @Zoe7 ..... 😏

I am so sorry @Faith-and-Hope I don't have words and I can't expect you to be here for me when I can't be here myself. Don't worry about me Hon. I have taken more pain meds so hoping I can sleep soon.

@Former-Member I don't need any intervention - I need sleep.

Hi @Zoe7,

Thanks for letting us know what you need right now. I hope you can get some rest.

Take care of yourself,

Tortoiseshell