Far and Away

She is the exact kitten I did not want @Faith-and-Hope ...did not want another tortoishell, a girl or a short hair but I fell in love with her instantly. She was a cancellation - I had looked at her previously but was snapped up too quickly so I was so excited when she came up again and I was first in to get her. She is my 50th birthday present from my family ...what a wonderful present to have

@Faith-and-Hope Very much want you to know all that you have written today I heard too Hon. Keep things where you need to and keep protecting yourself - and I will not doubt what you mean to me nor me you again ...and will be here right by your side for as long as you want me to be I cannot promise I will be able to be here as regularly as I used to because there is still so much for me to deal with and unfortunately being here there are still many triggers to be confronted with - all of which is mine and mine alone to deal with - but when I can I will be here until things settle more for me and I can be here more again. I will however look out for you when I can and hold you close always.

Love and hugs @Zoe7

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Have you got another cat @Zoe7 xxx xxx

Saw my smoky today , I think he is starting to get older and more affectionate, loves lots of pats and cuddles @Sans911 xxx

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Getting one in 4 weeks @Shaz51 - if everything goes okay. I have named her Clover ...thanks to one of our members on here putting the name in my head a while back. I also have a clover tattoo so it fits 👍 There is a hot of her a page back if you want to check her out.

Smoky days are always a joy for you and I love you have that in your life 😺💖

What a wonderful present @Zoe7 .... 💖💞💕

I hope she becomes the little sister for Cat, with lots more fur baby love in your home !

I am keenly aware of what you are going through @Zoe7, and didn't want to keep calling you back here if you needed to be away from triggers for a while and rest. All your Supports today reminded me that you only read what you are up for at any one Ume, and will scroll back to find what you missed when you are ready, so I will keep posting to you in your absences.

Keep taking care of you Hon. That is what is so important at the moment (you too @Sans911 @Snowie @Former-Member ..... and others who have a hard row on at the moment).

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Hugs @Zoe7

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I know you understand @Faith-and-Hope and will give me the space I need whilst still being here with me 💖 I am very much needing both but have to find my own way around it all. I will know more in a couple of weeks and then maybe I can begin to move forward again (hoping but very scared also). I do still carry you with me everyday and that will not change ...and I will try to check in more regularly. Going back through your messages today (and those of others ) has been heartwarming - just cannot reciprocate at present elsewhere and I hope everyone understands that.

Yes some more fur baby love in the house will be lovely - just hoping Toby and Cat are okay with her and she fits into our home easily. Toby has been really good at visits to my sisters where I have been playing with her kitten so I am hoping his jealousy and need to be right next to me all the time allows for this little one to be close as well. The good thing is I have holidays the week after I get her so she can spend the four days home alone until then in the bedroom by herself then I can begin bringing her out to her brother and sister ...going to be interesting. Just have to hold onto hope I will be okay and she can come to live with us.

@WIP and thank you for the name - it has stuck with me since we talked about it

how lovely @Zoe7 , clover

sure CAT will have a new lease of life with a new kitten around

and with Toby too xxx

yes smoky fur is coming back nicely now , the vet had called it stress