Far and Away

That really is super difficult for you @Snowie You need that support so much right now and not having it - and not knowing what the future will look like as far as support would have you in an even worse position - I really feel for you Hon I hope ECT tomorrow goes okay - does that mean another very early morning for you?

It is super difficult @Zoe7 Something that I am trying to come to terms with.

Yes, an early start tomorrow. Have to be at the hospital at 7:30am and it is an hour away, so will be an early night tonight 😴😴

It is one of those things you have to just try to accept @Snowie but that is not easy at all to do I know I would not have been in a good place if my psych had not been around when I needed her so very much thinking of you and all that these changes (and waiting) will mean for you. Starting over again feels pointless at times but you can certainly do it Hon - baby steps hey

I have had relatively early nights the past few nights but not slept much so hoping tonight is better now my tooth pain has subsided. I will be up about the same time as you tomorrow so will be getting ready thinking of you too ...my babies won't let me sleep in and with the longer daylight hours they are up with the sparrows so I am too

Definitely baby steps @Zoe7 I see my pdoc on Monday which I am hanging out for. Will be good to talk to him about everything that is going on. Might have to try and make some more regular appointments with him whilst I wait to see the new psych.

Yes it does feel like I have to start all over again. I have done it before so should be able to do it again (wishful thinking!)

I am glad your pain level has improved hun, hopefully that means a better sleep for you tonight.

Haha, our babies do like to wake us up early! Didn't get the best sleep last night, Izzy decided she would take up most of the bed!! I don't know how such a small dog takes up so much room 🤷‍♀️🤦‍♂️

Getting some extra sessions with your pdoc is a very wise idea @Snowie Hopefully he can see you more regularly both now and when you begin seeing this new psych.

Tobes spreads out on one side of the bed but then curls up on the pillow so plenty of room for us both. He often takes himself to his bed on the floor during the night also. He can't get back up then though so he jumps along the side of the bed in the morning until I get up lol

Hoping I can see him a bit more @Zoe7

Haha, I can imagine Tobes bouncing up and down by the side of your bed waiting for you to get up. Izzy can jump up on the bed and spends most of the time on my side of the bed!!

I find it really funny because Tobes jumps straight onto my sister's bed when we are there and hers is higher than mine. It is just what he is used to at home - I have always picked him up since he was a puppy so he must think it is too high. I tried in the holidays coazing him up but all he did was bark at me lol @Snowie

He sounds spoilt hon @Zoe7

Has to be picked up to get on the bed!!

Oh @Snowie spoilt does not even come close LOL Cat is too - how many cats do you know with their own room ...but I wouldn't have it any other way - I love those little fur babies with all my heart and they make my life so enjoyable when I am with them - what more can you ask

I have no doubt Izzy is just as spoilt and just as precious - we really are very lucky to have them in our lives 💕

I saw my energiser bunny today - he is back which is sooooo good. We were worried he might not come back this year as they have moved further away but he is and we are all very happy about that. The first thing he asked me today is how is Toby - precious little bunny I have promised him a photo so need to do that tomorrow. He can't have a dog where he is so I am more than happy to share Tobes with him.

hehe @Zoe7 No I don't know any other cats that have their own room!!

They certainly do make our lives complete 💜

Glad to hear your energiser bunny is back. He is lucky to have you care about him so much and have you as a teacher hon. You really do make a difference in your students lives