Far and Away

Hey @Faith-and-Hope Actually had a few hours sleep last night and caught up on another few hours this morning - been hard to sleep for weeks now so am grateful for any I can get. Also started some of my work for school - painting the background for all the kids work to be glued onto. Unfortunately many of the classes do not have enough room to do that and leave to dry so had to do a lot for them myself. It is going to take days to do but will be lovely to have all their work over this last term come together. I am doing what you suggested months ago - putting it all together in a visual diary form ...using brown paper and newspaper as the inset pages that we will tie together at the end with a ribbon or string - it is a cheap option that will also be something authentic for the kids to keep and ongoing next year we can add to it. It is a lot of extra work for me but worth it to display the kids work for them.

I hope you are okay Hon and especially that D and baby are still doing well - love to know you are a Nanna and have no doubt this little bundle of joy will be sooo spoilt by you when you are able to. Hugs and hugs and hugs to you and an extra one for Nelly. Always here with you even when I am not physically here

Thanks for sharing @Zoe7 ..... it's lovely to read how it's coming together ❣️

Thank you so much for your well-wishes too. It's very bitter-sweet ..... hard to know that "they:nauseated_face:" are involved too, but I have to try to block that part out and just do what I can by remote.

@Zoe7 You last post to me was amazingly inspiring for me. Thank you so much for everything you said. Unfortunately I have heard from the hospital today and I cannot get in until March next year and so I have mixed feelings about this. On one hand I have to endure all this pain and struggle for another 6 months. I don't know if I can make it that long hun. Things just seem to be getting worse for me. On the other hand I am glad I have more time to figure out my relationship with mum and to help my son get over his separation anxiety.
I hope your Sunday has been relaxing for you hun. I am so sorry I didn't reply yesterday. I got triggered quite badly after watching something on tv and a panic attack happened and lasted quite a while followed by a lot of SH. I am so damn ashamed of what I am doing to my body but when I get in that state I can't seem to stop myself. 😞

hello and hugs @Lee82 , @Faith-and-Hope , @Zoe7 , @oceangirl

sorry that i have not been around

as you have gathered by now that I have had a very big week
the week before it rained for 8 days straight so you can imagine we had to catch up with all the mowing jobs
had blood tests and kidney is stable but had to have a another blood tests as the results shows abnormal levels, soo will get the second results this wednesday

Mr shaz back has been soo bad this week and his knee is starting to give out at times
thinking my mum is getting old age dementia
my MIL has hd laser treatment on both of her eyes last week
we had had to do repairs on our mower and my push mower is in the repair shop

mr shaz does not want to see the doctor about his back, shoulder or knee as it is inherited

Hello @Sans911 , @BlueBay , @Maggie

my smoky day on friday has been delightful , but his owner was home recovering from mouth surgery

but he still had a cuddle and pats from me

I ammmmm feeling very tired and aching

Hi @Shaz51

Good to hear from you and no need to be sorry.

Is the abnormal results your kidneys or something else?

Remember to look after yourself and take the time out for you.

@Faith-and-Hope Blocking out 'them' and giving your love is all you can do and it will matter Hon. You have such a good relationship with your baby dragons so don't let 'them' interfere in any way with that - your baby dragons will see through it all anyway because you have brought them up in your image and that too matters.

@Lee82 March is a long way off Hon and I can see how difficult the following months may be for you but as you said - it also gives you time to work through some things and lay the ground work to get help for yourself. You are strong, capable and a survivor so let that all be what guides you through

@Shaz51 Not great news for all of you at the moment so sending a lot of extra love and hugs my sister

Take care @Shaz51 you have so much on your plate

hope hubby will be ok too

hugs 🤗❤️

thank you @BlueBay , @Zoe7 , @oceangirl

will find out more on wednesday @oceangirl , @Faith-and-Hope

Hi @Zoe7

I just started on making dinner and feeding the kids (Kira and Milo). Baby Kira below !!

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