Far and Away

@Faith-and-Hope

Oh sorry @Zoe7 i got it wrong.
Enjoy the school holidays xx

thsts a shame @Faith-and-Hope that you're so far away

I wish you well in everything

take care xx

@oceangirl I'm just trying to take things one day at a time xx
@Snowie 👋 hope you are ok xx

Sorry to hear you are not doing so well @Lee82 I can sit with you too if you like?

No need to be sorry @BlueBay Have a lot of work to do in the holidays so going to be full on. Hoping to get most done this week so I can have some time off in the second week - really need the rest.

I completely get you @Zoe7. I am having to always do what makes my mum happy even with very little things like the colour of my bark I put in my garden at the front of my house for example. I had said that I liked a natural colour day after day after day but mum took it upon herself to order the same colour she has which is black. It will look better she said. Even the way I parent my own children has to be done her way. She doesn't like the way I parent them.
it really is heart breaking babe. I understand because they are your family and they should support you and be proud of you and they should know you like the back of their hands but the world only revolves around them and nothing else matters

@Zoe7

Sitting with you @Lee82

I am doing ok, just eating an early dinner.

Hi @Zoe7 @oceangirl @BlueBay @Faith-and-Hope

How are you all doing?

It makes perfect sense @oceangirl as I do the samething too. I don't realise I am doing it most of the time too but if I reflect back I can see that is exactly what I am doing. I never engage in conversation and I hardly ever look people in the eye always looking down at the floor. Fear always takes over

I totally get that @Lee82 An example is I have told my mother a thousand times I don't like orange yet she persists in getting things that are orange (have to laugh or we will cry hey!) She has wanted to get something for me for my home and keeps on at it - I have told her and told her I do not want what she wants to get and if she would like to help me out then there is something else she could help pay for - but that is not even on her radar. It is frustrating and makes me angry at the same time. She thinks I should be grateful for the help but it really is not help when it is not something I want nor need ...sounds much the same for you - on their terms or not at all hey

That would be lovely @oceangirl thank you

I'm struggling a little bit @Snowie .. Headaches, depressed and anxious. I did really well the last few months though. I am on break atm from my studies. How long ago were you in hospital? I may go into hospital, I need a break but I will see how I go. I have not been in hospital for 3 years now. I think being in hospital might be what I need and I will have support around me- not sure if I should go in or just push on. Its something I need to think about. I know its my decision, its a tough one to make. What do you think?