I did see some of the game whilst I was finishing off the scanning I needed to do. I will watch it again tomorrow as I really only had it on in the background @Emelia8 It certainy was a great effort to have a win over the Storm even though they had many of their better players missing.
@WIP Thank you for your thoughts Hon. I think it is going to be a little easier tomorrow than I anticipate - feeling a little better now I know the family will be bringin him home when they can to lay him to rest with his mother. Until that time comes I don't think it ill entirely sink in - I still have that numb and disbelieving feeling but I made a big move and printed out his photo tonight so it has pride of place on the mantel next to the tv. It is a bit like exposure therapy for me - having it visible and always in front of me I m hoping I cn begin to accept it quicker. I can always move it if it gets too much but for no I am smiling evertime I look at it - such a wonderful man with the most beautiful smile and heart I have ever know from a man. I truly loved him.
The long term saga continues for you @utopia but it also seems there is some movement forward and hopefully those 2 ex work members will be just the ticket to both back you up nd provide the evidence you need to win this thing. Love nd hugs and all my best wishes for a speedy solution for you from here in. Keep me updated Hon. I love you as much as ever whether you are here or not. Our beautiful freindship will always mean the world to me - I categorise you in amongst the very few I both trust and love - and that will never change 
@Faith-and-Hope my angel, my friend, my confidant, my very special sister. Each and every day I worry about you and for you - quite natural as the way I feel about you warms my heart at the mere thought of you. You csrry me through so many dys and so many of the hard times nd I so wish I could take all the pain away from you and help lead you into the life you deserve. Yes this storm you are constantly in wll one day pass but despite all that you deal with you always show nothing but grace, strength and wisdom in your approach. It is natural to think back, look at the signs that were there and feel you should or could have taken steps to head it off earlier before it was thrust so nastily and aggressively upon you. But hindsight does not help us when we are going through it sll now and hsve to fsce whatever comes. You my dear do that under immense pressure and a level of nastiness and vindictiveness thst is not only unwarranted but cruel. He will get his own in time because throughout you continue to hold your head high and continue to care for both yourself and your baby dragons (as much as you cn under the present circumstances). Stay the course Hon - you do have truth on your side and an unwavering sense of what is right nd wrong thst both sustains you and you continue to fight through. I have nothing but admiration for the wonderful person you are nd the resilience and strength you shows us all here everday. When that time finally comes when you are free of all this then you ill be able to build up much better life surrounded by those tht love, care, support and truly admire you for being the incredibly compassionate survivor you are. Strength comes in what we do do as well as what we don't and you fighting for what you deserve but in such a thoughtful and considerte way - taking into account the needs of all of your family - is a true testament to both the value you have in this world as well as being true to the person your mother raised and the values she taught you along the way. I firmly believe she would not only be extremely proud of you but also impressed with the grace and humility you are showing in this fight. Stay the course Hon and know at the end you will have both your dignity, values and the utmost respect from everyone who matters. Love you Hon You make this world a better place
