@Faith-and-Hope and all others following along (can't tag anyone because my brain isn't working properly). It is finally finished (from my end) and there is nothing more we can do - so it is just a wait and see now. I am sooo tired and know I will struggle to get through the rest of the week. Hoping very much that I can sleep tonight ...and early.
I have a parent meeting early in the morning and it is not going to be an easy one as this parent will not be receptive to all that her child has been doing. What he is doing at school and what he is taking home with him are complete opposites so it will be a difficult conversation to have.
Personally I am still not great but in a 'keeping going' kind of way it has been beneficial having so much to do. I also saw my GP yesterday and like my pdoc she is concerned about how far I have gone backwards. We are not going to adjust anything just yet though - hoping I will be able to pull myself back up a little over the next couple of weeks. My BP was high again which is no doubt partly a result of the lack of sleep and stress lately ...again monitored but not changing anything.
Tonight is freezing so going to finish the work I need to do then snuggle up with Toby on couch island, watch a little tv and do very little else. Tomorrow is another day and I will deal with it as it comes.
It was great to read you are powering through assignments and only a couple to go - it will be such a relief to finally have them all done Hon - then you can begin working on those projects you want to for yourself. I hope what you have produced so far you are pleased with - I have no doubt you have done an amazing job and the process has been cathartic in it's own way.
Sending you (and everyone here) huge hugs and a lot of love. Life is hard but I am still putting one foot in front of the other and that matters!
