Far and Away

For you and Nelly @Faith-and-Hope 💛🧡💚💙💜

Thank you @Zoe7 .... that's beautiful 🤗. I am glad the weekend is here for all of us .... but I will still have a lot to get done.

@Pepsimax I finished the assignment I was working on. More are stacking up behind it .... but I am enjoying the work.

Same here Hon - still so much to do but having a little time to myself at the moment @Faith-and-Hope Already done 2 loads of washing and cleaned the kitchen so that is 2 less jobs to do tomorrow. I have a little ironing to do but will wait until the rest is dry and do it all at once. Tomorrow I need to mow the lawns and would like to wash my car but that is not important so can wait. I have heaps of work to do for school - slowly, slowly catching up but now have a meeting on Monday after school so it looks like another late night both Monday and Tuesday.

I am going to do some more work tonight so won't be heading to bed for a while - I figure the more I can get done tonight the easier it will be to space out work over the next couple of days. I have already set up couch island for when I finally do crash but will have to move Toby as he is spread out like another rug on the doona lol

How is your beautiful Nelly settling in now? ...and how are you doing?

@Zoe7 Thank you Zoe7 I love my butterflyxxx

How did it go today @Bunniekins ?

@Zoe7 Oh Zoe7 I have problems ..... I wish I could talk over a cup of coffee with you as they seem so unsumountable ..... I just dont know. Pdoc is seeing me now once a fortnight. She is worried about my mental health. Me hurting myself. I have visions, of self harm it is all guilt Zoe7. I cannot get over the gullt hun.

Oh @Bunniekins I wish we could do that too Hon It is good though that your pdoc is giving you that regular support. Guilt is so hard to get around GP but there is also nothing you can change about the past - it is the You here and now that is important - and that You we see here is a beautiful, caring and vibrant little pea. You bring so much joy to so many with your morning greetings and the wonderful way you support so many with such honesty. Your problems are ours also GP because we love and care about you - so reach out as much as you need

@Zoe7 I so wish I could change the past. It is like a weight of bricks on my back weighing me down. I feel like a ghost hanging onto past wrongs that are haunting me. Thanking for your kind words I get so much out of the forums. I love al my friends onliune. I dont know where I would be without them.. That includes you @Former-Member :)xx

@Bunniekins 😀💕💕

It seems to me that you are being way too hard on yourself @Bunniekins Life can certainly throw up many scenarios but what we see here is not the person you once were - and more than that you recognise that you have made mistakes but you continue to give and give here. Some things we are not able to forget but you can get passed those things because you have not only learnt from them but strive to be a better person each day ...we see that of you Hon and that is to be admired.