Sorry @CheerBear , @Faith-and-Hope had to soup up 🥣. I hadn’t eaten today 😯 so there is stress coming out you are not seeing. I just looked at the paperwork and it’s a bit scary but I’m hoping doable.
Ive been pondering about writing a post on my recovery thread. I feel quite different over the last few weeks and I’ve tried to pinpoint why and how but I think it might just be some of my universe aligning (that sounds deep and spiritual but is more metaphorical than spiritual). Over the past 6ish weeks things have happened that seem to have given me a new lease of life. My mood is still stable (cross fingers for that), I think I’m possibly on the right dose of meds now. I don’t feel as sad, I don’t feel as anxious, I just feel more present. Who would have thought those words would come out of my mouth/fingers? 😉.
I really think that maybe after the rocky time with my psych we have worked things out. She confirmed that I’m not restricted by any time barriers or others which has given me a huge sense of security. I feel like I’ve found that place where I know what support I can get from both her and my therapist for now. For the first time it doesn’t feel like I’m failing therapy.
I wrote more but as you can imagine I’m feeling a little unsure what to write for anonymity reasons. I know I’ll fall over again but maybe not quite so much like clockwork for a bit.....or then again....
💜🤗