Just checking in.

Thanks @Mazarita. I’ve been thinking the same thing about you, that I’ve been posting around you. It’s not been my intention at all. I still find your posts inspiring and grounding in the best possible way even though we don’t get to chat much, mostly me I think. I have lots of anxiety about chatting socially on the forum these days. It’s something I hope to overcome. I second guess myself about how boring and pitiful my stuff is......but I can read your posts about boiling water with so much interest because of the way you write 😘. I love the rave thread still and the conversations that happen there but have not contributed for a long time now. It’s a totally me thing 😳:face_with_rolling_eyes:.

And thank you for the beautiful purple image. 💜🤗😘

@Zoe7 thank you for your lovely words too. I’m still following your day to day life as well. Keep going you’re getting there.

@CheerBear Sooooo glad tonight went well. I am glad you are excited for them. Good luck for next week. There were lots of tears when that era ended for loads of the kids on the last day. Mine not so much though :face_with_rolling_eyes:.

Tummy is still not great. Bit the bullet and did a stool sample yesterday. I’m not expecting anything bad. It could be a bacterial infection. Dr was good today although I had a shaky moment that I’m still not sure how I feel about it.

It’s really quite silly @CheerBear. My psych always emails my GP pretty long detailed reports from my appointments. I thought they wouldn’t happen so much any more because of the frequency I’m seeing the psych. Last week I told my GP that she didn’t need to waste her time reading them all anymore. She responded politely saying she enjoys reading them 🤦‍♀️.

Last psych visit is it I asked my psych not to record a section of my appointment. She agreed but then asked if she could take notes for herself and not for my file. I said as long as she promised they wouldn’t end up on my file. They ended up in the report to my GP. It rocked me. My GP reassured me that my psych isn’t judgemental and she thought her notes were good. She also said she feels like this psych has my back and thinks she’s good. It was mixed for me. I don’t know if there was miscommunication about what could be included or whether she breached my trust.

Yeah I will. @CheerBear Definitely. It’s just left me rattled.

One last rant venty thing and then I’m going to try to sleep @CheerBear. I’m upset because there have been lines drawn and conclusions made about stuff from my past that isn’t that simple. It’s so much more complex than it was written.

I hope it’s getting cooler there. It’s still 28 here now. I’m hot 🥵. Hoping this heat wave passes but it’s another hot day here tomorrow. I hope you sleep. 💜🤗

Hi @Teej @CheerBear @Mazarita Lovely as always to see you all here supporting each other

I have had a pretty good day (wrote a detailed rant on Am Not Coping lol)

Having huge missing F&H feelings though but I will get through it - I know she will still get our posts so that helps.

I understand your feelings of trust @Teej and hope also that it was a miscommunicationm and that she does have your back as your GP has said.

It’s ridiculous o'clock and I haven’t slept. Thinking a bear of some cheer (🤞🏻...for the some cheer) is around. I hope it’s not too hot there @CheerBear. We managed 40.5 yesterday but it’s a lovely 23 now. Now just need to sleep 😬. Thinking there maybe a Maz around as well but not sure.

Im not here for long but wanted to say hi. Am itchy and twitchy and might have a shower.