Just checking in.

@Teej big hugs and thank you for the check in. I am not getting all email notifications and missed this last night. You have nothing to be sorry for, truly. I don't know what post you're talking about and I'm thinking that's because I would have taken it how I think you meant it - with genuine care and possibly a 'joking funny' or 'bright side' both which I do really do value and appreciate, especially when they come from a friend. My day yesterday was pretty rollercoastery. I had a really good appointment with the catt worker, one I probably won't forget for a long time. I then spent the rest of the day in hormotional exhausted land. I have my assessment for break place admission this morning, and have to tell the kids tonight which I am absolutely dreading (like last night wanted to call quits on the whole break thing because this feels so bad). One step at a time though. Wondering how your day was yesterday and how you're going? And it's OK if you're not up to or wanting to share. Thinking of you 💙

@Former-Member big hugs for you also and thank you for your wishes. I'm sorry to hear you're lost, overwhelmed, alone, and feeling like you don't belong - that's really hard stuff. I know and feel you care about here and about many here, and that you have for a long time. I also understand it hasn't been easy for a while. I don't want to push you but I (like lots of others) am here caring about you also, wanting to walk with you. I don't want to be annoying by asking how you're going when maybe you don't want to share, but am interested if you do. 💛 for you and your littles.

@TheVorticon I have a sneaking suspicion lots of us do long and complicated well. It's very tricky to start though, or to know where and how to start when things are long and complicated. It feels like a big ball of tangled mess to me sometimes that can leave me with a giant 'it's too much'. Keep chipping away at it if you want to though. One day it might detangle, even a little.

❤ to all