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No self control

No self control

and it’s shameful

I go to the supermarket then eat a whole bag of chips in my car in the car park; drive home then hide the evidence, like a fat pig

actually disgusting

and I dunno know why but I have been doing this on and off for years

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Re: I’m actually a fat peice of shit with no self control

I worked out ages ago thay I do it when I’m stressed but I’m not stressed I’m fine

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Re: I’m actually a fat peice of shit with no self control

i just don’t feel right today though and I don’t know why

In response to: No self control

Re: I’m actually a fat peice of shit with no self control

Hey @ArraDreaming ,

Im sorry you feel that way. Does that mean I should feel that too? Um...I eat like that regularly lol

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Re: I’m actually a fat peice of shit with no self control

Oh I’m not the only one then @tyme news to me

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Re: I’m actually a fat peice of shit with no self control

I won't mention the KFC I ate today and I hid at the top of the street in the car to eat it so my nieces and nephews wouldn't see me @ArraDreaming

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Re: I’m actually a fat peice of shit with no self control

I do that with the kids too @tyme
We mostly have to eat our chocolate after 8pm or in the laundry @tyme
but I just mean the guilt I feel when I do these kind of things then pretend nothing happened and just move on my life is a lot

i was hell bent on spending a nice evening with the family maybe a movie night together but every one is whingy as hell and I kind of just want to be alone now

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Re: I’m actually a fat peice of shit with no self control

Life of parents. My sister and her hubby get fast food after 8pm. @ArraDreaming They get sundaes, cream cakes, chips...once the kids are asleep. Makes me laugh.

As for the movie night... "Expect to be disappointed and you'll never be disappointed". Movies are not always possible with kids.

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Re: I’m actually a fat peice of shit with no self control

I think it’s more so the absolutely gorging almost without awarness ofwhzt I’m doing then afterwards feeling shame @tyme

but yeah all good I’m just a bit off today i think

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Re: I’m actually a fat peice of shit with no self control

All day I just felt weird like everyone I spoke to coild see through me and every time I had an interaction with someone it was like I really intentially/super aware of how socially awkward I am
it’s that typical ND masking thing except, normally it almost just comes naturally to me to just act normal I’ve been doing it my whole life but today it felt like I was being watched with a microscope and I kept mixing my words up, just felt like I reallg had to try and not make it obvious I’m a freak

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Re: No self control

F*** loser

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