bad outlook on life

Hi All,

I'm new here and I just wanted to jump on and have a bit of a dribble...

Last year I was diagnosed with BPD.

So recently I have had a couple of bad things happen and in the beginning I kept my head up and would say "it's okay things will look up after this" and yet now I feel as though the world is crumbling around me.

I had recently left a very toxic relationship where I was emotionally abused, I was then injured at work and was put off while the workers comp claim was being processed. After day in day out of calls and mental breakdowns to the insurance they finally came to a decision which was to decline my claim, 6 months after my injury. In the mean time, I left my toxic partner, had to move back to my parents because I couldn't afford my house anymore, couldn't afford drs treatment, stopped seeing my psychologist, stopped going to the gym and then started to decline rapidly with my mental health.

Now after all of this, I am now on the end of the line where I want to just get back to work and move on with life, and leave my past in the past.

But just to keep the shit rolling, I have had a sinus infection for the last 3 weeks do I can't go to job interviews or start work anywhere till this heals.

I feel like everything just keeps kicking me in the head and I'm struggling to keep my head up can someone give me some advice to keep going.