The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
Dysphagia
Tw: mention of suicide and medical complications
I developed dysphagia as a result of a suicide attempt last year and on monday I had another attempt where it's now flared up to the point of being nearly back to where I was 6 month ago with my swallowing. I'm back on a puree diet and thickened fluids. This is really disheartening to me, i am not even able to drink a glass of water. I have gone so far back and I don't know if it will improve again.
The dysphagia and the modified diet has caused rapid weight loss which is triggering my eating disordered thoughts of which I had recovered from years ago.
How am I supposed to get back on track when I can't even have a simple pleasure such as a good coffee or a piece of chocolate, or even just something solid to start with.