not feeling good

I'm sorry for your partners apparent lack of concern or sympathy @BlueBay. However its likely to be more a case of not knowing what to say, rather than a lack of caring on his part. Men just show care and other emotions differently to us. They have problems in expressing emotional stuff.

Of course your kids would be terribly hurt if you were to disappear. So too, I expect, would be your husband.

How am I, you ask? I dont really know how to answer that. So I wont even try. But thank you for caring enough to ask. 💜 I have done very little today, other than to dabble in some poetry. It is a self expression method I often turn to in times of mental anguish.

Hi also to @Shaz51 who has been doing the rounds this evening.

Sherry 💕

@Shaz51 I’m sitting watching tv and trying to zone out from all the crap.

I might go and get my book snd read that. Thanks Shaz xxx

that is a good idea my sister @BlueBay,

hugs @Former-Member

hi bluebay Irell think hffnpurff nd his lck of uunderstandiing makes it worse for fyou Dec

Hi @Owlunar i know. I am going to talk to my doctor snd my psychologist. They need to know so i can get support.

I’m really worried. I don’t know what to do.

He does do a lot for me but just support me emotionally. But when he huffs snd puffs he frustrates me. To the point of wanting to disappear.

Im going to see if I can see my doctor tomorrow.

I’ll let you know.

Hope you’re ok. Xxx

Hi @Owlunar@Shaz51@Former-Member@Zoe7@Razzle@outlander

and others reading this

I just need to be alone

don’t want to talk or see anyone

depression and BPD is causing me lots of negative issues

my head just won’t stop

even though I want to be alone I feel very lonely

I wish I was different and happy agsin

cant see that happening 😢😢

hugs and hugs my sister @BlueBay

sitting with you always xoxo

when do you see little Ayla again xx

can you talk to your daughter ??

Dear @BlueBay

I respect your desire or need to be alone, to not talk and to not see anyone. So I will make this short.

I too wish things were different for you, I truly wish you could be happy. Not different though, as I like who I see in you.

If only we could change our thoughts, our insecurities, our negativity, our misguided self judgement. That would be nice.

Please do not feel alone as you isolate yourself right now. Know that you have friends here who want to help and will be happy to talk when you feel the need to. When you are ready ... we are all here for you.

Sherry

very true @Former-Member

we are here for you xx @BlueBay

Big hugs @BlueBay. I haven’t been around on the forums lately, but sorry to hear you’ve been so unwell.

not getting much of a holiday at the moment, mum took a tumble a couple of days ago and broke her thumb, so doing a bit of running around with Drs and other appointments. Just wish I was home now