not feeling good

A night of feeling really sad and depressed. Not sure where it’s coming from maybe it’s just time of year.

I went for a walk eith hubby snd jersey fir 30 mins this afternoon. It didn’t make me feel any better.

I just hope next year is better.

I go to bed st night and cry every single night. I wake up in the morning and start crying again.

I listen to s christmas songs snd cry. I watch tv and cry.

what the hell??

this yime of year is too much. Too stressful.

@Zoe7@TAB@Razzle@Owlunar@Shaz51

@Faith-and-Hope

I’m not sure if I’ve told you but I think I’ve got shingles yet again. It’s the same spot like last time but no rash. Although just niw the area is itchy snd I can feel a spot. I hope not. I’ll hsve to csll my doctor tomorrow morning if there’s a rash.

I hope not too @BlueBay - terrible timing too Hon. Fingers crossed that there is no rash tomorrow and it clears over night for you.

I hope nit too @Zoe7

just thought niw that if it is my parents won’t come. I know because last time I had it she didn’t want me to go over. And I had to stsy away from Ayla as well. God I hope not otherwise it will be a very lonely Christmas Day. 😢

I’ll see tomorrow how things are.

If your parents don't come then it is there loss @BlueBay but there is no point either way of stressing about that - you will have your daughter and Ayla and your boys there and that is enough. Look at it this way - if your parents do come then that is a bonus

@BlueBay If you THINK it’s shingles, don’t stuff about with it - you only have a small window to start treatment before it’s too late - I hated the antibiotics but it did stop the blisters and rash.

No one needs to avoid you because you’re not contagious. The only time it can be passed on is if you have the blisters and they are weeping.

I really hope you havent got them though.

Sorry your feeling so down at the moment. I wasn’t feeling real flash myself this afternoon, ended up with a head ache so went to bed for an hour or so and slept it off. Woke up to find out that a young man in town had ended his life. It’s devestating, he was such a lovely young man. He went to school around the same time my son that died did - they had been friends and he did speak of my son often. Apparently he had been bullied for years, so hard to believe, he was such a bubbly pleasant lad. I feel so sad for him, I just want to cry for him, what an absolute waste.

If you get onto the anti-virals first thing @BlueBay - you will feel unwell for a few days but it will be all over by Christmas and no one need miss out on anything

As someone else said - if your mother comes it will be a bonus - she has her own ideas about live - I hear you - but as um - @Razzle said she can only catch it if there are running blisters

And - has Ayla had her chicken pox vaccination yet? - if she has she can't catch shingles;

Actually - have you had the shingles vaccination yet - you may not be old enough for the free shot yet - I have had it and I have had shingles once too - and I had anti-virals - it's - it's horrible having shingles and horrible having the anti-virals but better having the medication for a week than getting a long time with the pain that comes with shingles

You might know more about it than I do - that virus that causes chicken pox, shingles, herpes 1 & 2 is all the same virus - if it gets into a nerve it stays there so I get it that you can have attacks of it

Maybe the humidity from the rain we have had has had bad effect on you - I was watching the storms on RADAR most of the time and it was a lot worse down the peninsula than it was up here - I really hope that was the cause and you feel better tomorrow -

All the best with the doctor

Dec

Hi @Razzle

I'm sorry you had a bad headache today - maybe it was the humidity - most of Eastern Australia got an extra heavy serve of rain over the weekend - and I woke up with a migraine that got worse as the day went on - my doctor gave me an injection for it late this afternoon and it has gone - I went to sleep for ages - such a relief when a bad headache goes away

I am sorry the young man in your town took his own life - this is one of the saddest things I can think off - esp young people - I often wonder if they really intend it to be permanent -

This young man had been bullied - I really cannot understand children being so cruel to get into bullying but they do. What do they expect to get out of it for themselves -

I hope you are okay - it's a really hard thing to deal with

I will be thinking of you

Dec

Hi @Owlunar@TAB@Razzle@Zoe7@Shaz51

@Faith-and-Hope

I am home now from work with a shocking headache. Sore back and stomach think it’s reflux. The door where I had shingles hurts but no blisters.

My doctor says I can have the shingles vaccine but It needs to be 12 months of no shingles to get the vaccine.

Just spoke to my doctor and he is writing out a script for sleeping meds. I need to get bsvk into a sleeping routine snd nit wake up 2-3 times a night. Will go soon and pick up script.

Im feeling depressed again

@Razzle I’m sorry to read about the young guy in your town. Thst is so terrible and so young.

Hope you’re ok ❤️

Hi @Zoe7 how’s your day

@Owlunar Whst hsvr you been up to?

hi @TAB hey @Shaz51 how is your mum?

Miss you @Faith-and-Hope but it’s great to see your supports ❤️