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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Hugs my sis @BlueBay, sitting with you

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Thankyou @Shaz51 my sis ❤️❤️

@Former-Member I chatted on line with lifeline. They were ok but I had to stop chatting as I was too upset.

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This is just too much to deal with

I can’t do this anymore

I don’t want therspy snymire

no psych no psychologist

no meds no eating

I want out if everything

been awake for a few hours now csnt sleep

8 yrs is a long time to be going through therapy

worst year ever for flu virus snd health

and worse still - my mental health

I want out

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Sending you 💙 @BlueBay for the really tough time you're having at the moment.

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for @BlueBay, I hope your day shines brighter just take one second at a time, hugs your way.

@Shaz51 @CheerBear @outlander @Former-Member for all on here

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@saturnzoon ❤
@BlueBay 💙

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I’m sorry @outlander@saturnzoon@CheerBear@Former-Member

Thanks for your support

I’m not in a great space atm

it’s too hard to express how I’m feeling without wanting to self harm

can only do one small thing st a time

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my sister @BlueBay, holding you hands

remember you are not alone and I have 2 dieticians . 3 doctors and 8 specialists to go too

and then I got mum`s and mr shaz

sitting with you , sending you hugs

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I’m sorry @Shaz51 yiu have so much on your plate.

J know I’m not alone just st times I feel I’m struggling and stressing on my own.

Ni one can fix my problems only I can. But I’m not in the tight space to even begin of where to start.

I went to community support centre fir food. They g be me z few staple foods. But while there I feel so embarrassed and ashamed. I feel horrible. It’s hard when you’ve never asked hrlp and all of a sudden you need it. It’s nit a nice feeling. But I am thankful to receive the food

how was your day?

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yes it is very hard my sister @BlueBay, but if you need help it is here for us xoxo

my mum finds it hard even to ask me to help her , but i keep saying I am here to help you , same with you with food my sister , love and hugs xoxo

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