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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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saturnzoonSenior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 4:03 pm AEST

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@Zoe7 @BlueBay @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope

Game on today West Coast fan here,

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Zoe7Senior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 4:04 pm AEST

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It's a great game for you then @saturnzoon Are you watching it?

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BlueBaySenior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 4:11 pm AEST

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I’m getting bored @Zoe7 mught go fir a walk. It’s a good game fir WCE they are playing well.

@Zoe7 My emotions are going up and down. How can this happen? One minute I’m ok the next minute I’m really down snd negative on my mind.

I think it’s a trigger from this mornings session.

Hubby is home now. Daughter needs esky fir drinks so might go there soon.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 4:15 pm AEST

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I'm getting bored too Hon but give WC their due - they are playing really well @BlueBay

You do tend to get emotional after you see someone BB so it is no wonder your emotions are up and down. Going for a walk and then to your daughter's sound like a wise use of your time and will keep you occupied.

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 5:23 pm AEST

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If WCE win, then I get D1 and SnIL visiting us next weekend .....

@BlueBay @Zoe7 @Shaz51 @saturnzoon

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Zoe7Senior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 5:25 pm AEST

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Looks like you are getting a couple of visitors then Hon @Faith-and-Hope 😀

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BlueBaySenior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 5:42 pm AEST

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I’m home

I’m sngry

I’m tired

I’m lost

I’m emotional

I’m not right

somethings wrong

I don’t want to do anything

I’m so tired

im not even hungry

ive got no energy

@Zoe @Faith-and-Hope@Shaz51

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Zoe7Senior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 5:45 pm AEST

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Take some slow deep breathes @BlueBay - trying to calm yourself first will help

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BlueBaySenior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 6:21 pm AEST

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@Zoe7

I know there’s no point in worrying about bills and how to psy them at the moment but it’s on my mind.

Same as my dad. I know stressing won’t htlp but I csnt lose him. Do you remember when I didn’t talk to my parents for 4 yrs - all I did in that time was cry fir my dad. Write letters to my dad. I would sob in my sessions talking about my dad. And now we’re talking I can lose him anytime. I’m so so scared of losing him. I have so much lost time to catch up on.

This is not helping me tonight.

I need a hug.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 6:25 pm AEST

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I am sending you the biggest hug I have BB - wish I was there to give it to you @BlueBay

I do remember all those times you cried over not seeing your Dad and all the letters you wrote to him. It is difficult to think of losing him now but you also need to saviour all those moments you spend with him - and remember that although he is not well you have re-connected and that is something you did not have last year. If this year you have re-connected with your Dad and Ayla was born - what 2 wonderful things to enter your life

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