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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Zoe7Senior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 2:57 pm AEST

Re: not feeling good

You can't change your parents not coming @BlueBay - maybe your Dad is not up to having kids around him - but whatever the reason you need to focus on what you can control and that is having a lovely day for Ayla tomorrow. You have done all the preparation with your daughter and that is a huge achievement.

You always feel emotional when you are tired and alone Hon and this morning would have taken a lot out of you. Can you take Jersey for a walk - might help you to get out of your own head a little. It doesn't have to be for long - even 20 minutes would give you some fresh air and help to get you through this tired and emotional rollercoster you are on.

In response to: not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor22 Sept 2018, 2:59 pm AEST

Re: not feeling good

No boys aren’t back yet @Shaz51.

I think I’ll make a coffee and just sit for a while @Zoe7

Or i coukd go out the front garden and cut the dead heads if flowers

I’m tired