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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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don`t be sorry my sis @BlueBay, I love being here for you

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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I can’t even cry without it been a problem. Hubby thinks there has to be a problem fir me to cry.

I know my dad is really sick but I don’t want him to die. I csnt losr him yet.

I’m crying my depression is bad. My doctor didn’t phone. He prob doesn’t care.

Oh well.

I can’t live like this. My emotions are up agsin @Zoe7@Shaz51@Former-Member

@Faith-and-Hope

sitting kn my own trying to breathe slow

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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breathe my sister @BlueBay, think of somewhere nice , us your friends sitting with you on the beach or on the side of a river xxxxx

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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@Shaz51 That image is a nice image. So calming. Thanks for reminding me xx

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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It is soon nice sitting with you @BlueBay with out feet in the water , ahhh

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Hey @Shaz51@Former-Member@Zoe7

@Faith-and-Hope

my doctor just called. He is very concerned about my mental health. He doesn’t want me to go to hospital so he said he wants to see me weekly fir a few weeks snd will bulk bill me. I told him I’m really bad atm he agreed. He wants to htlp me get better.

He wants to tell him that I’m walking daily.

He is the best doctor I’ve ever had. I still don’t kniw why he has so much faith in me. Why does he bother?

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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Because he cares for you like us my sister @BlueBay xx

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Think I’ll go to bed. I’m crying don’t know why.

Dverything is getting to me. Keep thinking of the past 8 yrs:-

Remembered my childhood abuse

saw a psych

Diagnosed depression BPD anxiety and complex ptsd

start medication

more therapy

changed psychs and psychologist

more talking therapy

dark thiughts suicude thiughts sh

msny hospital admissions

CAT team meetings

I’m over all of this. I csnt do this therapy tslk, medications anymore. I want to stop my meds. I want to sh so I can feel the pain.

Ive lost 8 yrs of my life. Where’s it gone. I’ve spent thousands of dollars fir what

I’m nit normal anymore

I have an illness a mental illness

that people around me don’t understand

it doesn’t matter anymore

I’m crying because it’s all gone. I csnt get back the time I’ve lost. The money I’ve lost eith therspy.

Im going away I can’t stop crying.

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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@BlueBay 💙 💛 💚

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Shaz51Senior Contributor

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@BlueBay my sister

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