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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Oh no @Zoe7 toothaches are horrible. I hope you can get in soon to the dentist. Take care lovely xx

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I'll try to call tomorrow morning and see when I can get in - hopefully there will be a space open tomorrow @BlueBay - painkillers are helping but I can still feel it

You are having a bad run BB - I hope your cold gets better quickly

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I hope you feelng better soon @Zoe7, @BlueBay ,

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Thankyou sis @Shaz51 I hope you’re not in too much pain. Hugs. ❤️

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Hi @Zoe7@Faith-and-Hope@Shaz51 I’ve been inside most of today. My daughter and Ayla called in late morning. We decided to go out for a hot chocolate. Little Ayla was all rugged up in her pram. She looked so warm and cuddly I wish I was in there !!!

back here me now and I’m laying down again. Can’t afford to hxve time off work.

I looked into the DBT course. But it’s in a major hospital in the city which is over an hours drive. By reading the info I think I need to go twice a week. Not sure I have to look into a bit more. I’m not sure I can do that because hubby would have to drive me in. And not sure if there is a cost. @Zoe7 Do you have to pay anything where you go ?

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Lovely that you had some daughter and Ayla time @BlueBay - just what you needed

My DBT sessions are covered under my private health insurance BB - so I pay the initial hospital fee each year and then DBT sessions and pdoc are covered as an inpatient for half a day - that is why they need to be done in the same day. There is no way I could afford it otherwise.

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@BlueBay that sounds like a lovely time out with your daughter and Ayla. simple things are good too.

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Thanks @Zoe7 i think I will ring tomorrow the hospital that does it. I’ve already paid my excess for hospital for the year already in April. If I have to pay I don’t think I’ll do it. I’ll see what they say.

How is your afternoon?

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I only need to pay my excess once and that then covers all further admissions - hope yours is the same @BlueBay

Mu toothache is still affecting me but have just had more pain killers - I need to call first thing in the morning to try to get an appointment ASAP - I have my GP appointment tomorrow as well and I need to go to that one to re-check my blood pressure so I need to do both if I can tomorrow.

I did fall asleep with the meds earlier but as soon as they began to wear off I woke up.

Not doing anything this afternoon but trying to control the pain with the footy on in the background

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It was nice @outlander lots of laughs and hugs. We gave Ayla strawberries for the first time and she loved them. Even though I’m sick with a cold I did enjoy seeing her today.

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