not feeling good

I hate my doctor @outlander @Faith-and-Hope

I need to go

I'm really sorry

there's no point staying around anymore

I feel so isolated from friends that it hurts so my h

msy as well go away

sorry to everyone

I'm so confused

What did he say to upset you @BlueBay ?

Do you want to talk about it ?

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Sorry @Faith-and-Hope

@can't talk

I'm just angry at the world

thats why it's time I disappear

I'm sorry to do this to you and everyone on here

no one deserves to feel so lonely or scared or emotional

but I do and I can't fix my behaviour right now

it's too late

I'm so emotional I can't talk right now

wish I could talk to you in person I so need a friend right next to me right now

I'm really sorry to everyone including the moderators who try to help

We are all right here on the other side of the screen @BlueBay.... touch your screen. ...... we are as real as it is and right here for you. If you need to take some down-time, that’s one thing, but please don’t feel that you need to run away from us ..... we are your online friends, but we are real people too.

Hugs n hugs for how you’re feeling @BlueBay ..... it’s not a good day, huh .... but not every day is like this, and I am sure whatever is going on can be worked through.

Can you sleep for a while, then come back ? You are sounding totally overwhelmed, and sometimes a sleep can help.

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Hello @BlueBay

Really sorry to hear that today is really really hard, you have done a good job of trying to reach out even though you are feeling lots of anger and emotional, that is all okay to feel those things.

It is important though what you do when you feel that way, resting and taking it easy is the most helpful way to get through these big emotions.

I have sent you an email, so please read that when you get a chance okay.

There are members here supporting you, but maybe go make yourself a nice cup of tea and watch a movie or something enjoyable if you can.

Lunar

You do what you need to do but before you make a decision here @BlueBay remember that as @Faith-and-Hope has said - we a re real people that have been on this road with you for a long time - we are real people on the other side of this screen riding all the ups and downs with you and many of us have been doing this for a long time. We haven't abandoned you but to be totally honest it feels like you are abandoning us and that is not a nice feeling to have. Sorry if that feels extrememly tough but the fact is we are REAL people and we feel all this with you. Take some time away if you need but do not disregard the very real friendships that have developed here - they matter Hon

@Former-Member@Zoe7@Faith-and-Hope@outlander

I would never abandon you guys because I know what that feels like. I really do know. Believe me it's the worst feeling ever.

Now I'm crying so much I'm tired. I can't think right now.

I need to rest for a while and maybe come back on tonight. These big feelings snd emotions are dragging me down into the dark hole. I csnt get back up. You guys have htlped me so much including @utopia and @frog and others I can't remember niw.

I can't think right now.

@Former-Member I'm scared right now. I have so many thoughts going through my mind thst I don't know what to do. Are you around later to chat?

And that’s how npmuch you matter to us @BlueBay ..... we will fight to keep our friendship with you ..... so take some break-time if you need, but we are not going anywhere .... staying here waiting for you.

Gwet some rest @BlueBay and we will be here later for you when you feel like you can reconnect with us