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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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BlueBaySenior Contributor03 May 2018, 10:28 am AEST

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I'm starting to not feel the nerve pain as much today. Msybe the meds are starting to work. Stomach ulcer meds are kicking in too which is good.
But my mood is very down and I'm so depressed. Csnt get motivated to do anything today. Have so much to do. But csnt do it all.
I feel like I've been knocked out and can't get back up. I'm struggling today. 😥

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BlueBaySenior Contributor03 May 2018, 4:48 pm AEST

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my rib is so sore, i am waiting for my doctor to call.

and my ulcer in my stomach is causing issues as well. i stayed in bed most of the day today. it was the first time for a while that i have done that. i felt very tired, sore and cold and thought i am staying in bed to rest

hubby is home now and organising dinner.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor04 May 2018, 4:03 pm AEST

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Saw my doctor this morning as my rib is quite sore. He said it's to do with the shingles and to continue taking Painkillers but gave me some cream to take. Also my stomach reg the ulcer - he wants to wait and see how I go with the shingles and if still sore I will need blood tests and a gastroscope.
There is a medication I could take but he doesn't want me to take it as I'm on a lot of meds snd would affect my stomach ulcer as well. So have to be careful.
My mood is really down snd dark. I am not good at all. I couldn't care if I wasn't here anymore 😥
It just gets too much. Been unwell affects my mental state so much.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor04 May 2018, 4:26 pm AEST

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Life gets too tough
When my road is so rough
It all sinks in
Straight to the bin
Where I want to be
I can't say on here

I feel not well
I can't really tell
It's all dark where I am
But it doesn't matter to anyone

My mood and mind is dark
Black and scary too
It doesn't matter anymore
I'm over feeling this blue

I'm angry overwhelmed and crying too
I just don't know what to do

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BlueBaySenior Contributor04 May 2018, 5:43 pm AEST

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@Faith-and-Hope
@Former-Member
I'm confused in my head. Can't think straight
Don't know what to do
I'm not in a good headspace right now

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor04 May 2018, 5:55 pm AEST

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Try distraction first @BlueBay ..... get up and make the dinner, or a cup of tea .... have a shower ..... call a helpline to have a chat ...... have a look at the craft thread or gardening thread ..... or colour in .... or knit .....

See if you can shift out of this headspace for a while ......

I am drawing for a competition at the moment. I will check back in later and see how you are doing Hon .....

Hugs ❤️

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BlueBaySenior Contributor04 May 2018, 5:58 pm AEST

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Right now it's all too hard.
My rib hurts everything hurts
My mind and mood is bad
Having some pretty terrible negative thoughts
Flashbacks are haunting me
I csnt do this
It's scary

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Zoe7Senior Contributor04 May 2018, 6:00 pm AEST

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@Faith-and-Hope has made some great suggestions to help distract you @BlueBay. If that is too hard and you can't call a helpline to chat then consider SANE Chat to try to help work through what is going on for you right now. Reaching out for support is the first step but having someone you can talk to is important also.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor04 May 2018, 8:10 pm AEST

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I tried lifeline and sane helpline chat but both busy and unable to chat to anyone
It's not s good night
I just want to Sh so much
I can't think positive right now
It's all memories flashbacks and horrible negative thoughts

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Unknown userMember04 May 2018, 8:14 pm AEST

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Hi @BlueBay,

Sounds like a rough night. Please hang in there. Chat will become available soon, or if you left a voicemail, it will be returned soon. Im sending you an email now.

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