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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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Hi @BlueBay .... I am with you too ... just feeling exhausted tonight so I am a bit quiet.

Maybe have a hot shower and see if that can get you past the tears and off to sleep ?

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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A hot shower is a great suggestion @BlueBay @Faith-and-Hope - it will not only help refresh you from crying but help you sleep

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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You’re not a nothing @BlueBay .....the problem is with them, not you. What they are doing is abusive, that’s why it hurts so much.

Gotta let it go Hon ... and if you can’t do that by yourself, or with the help of forum friends, then you need professional help .... and if the professional help is not readily available at this time of night, or without appointments and such ..... and your emotion are spinning out of control making you unsafe .... then you need crisis care.

Try the hot shower @BlueBay ..... and imagine that you ar washing them off you and down the plug hole .... it’s their problem and you don’t need it tonight ....

Part of keeping them in your life is accepting that they behave that way, and they will keep trying to put it back on you .... but you have the choice not to wear it ,,...

I know, because I have had some people in my life that weren’t retreating me nicely. Their behaviour was abusive, and I had to learn to take it off me and keep my distance from the abusive behaviours. It’s much harder when they are your parents, your family ..... but you have to do it. You have to either keep them at arms length, or walk away .....

Its not your children’s fault, and if you hurt yourself over it, you hurt them too .... and then the abusive behaviour from your parents has hurt your children as well.

Go wash them out of your hair Hon ... and then settle yourself down to sleep.

If you can’t do that, call CATT or Lifeline .... keep reaching out ....

Hugs n hugs .... we love you here .... ❤️

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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Ok it makes sense @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @Zoe7
I'm going to sleep. Too late for shower but I will and am keeping them at arms length on my terms. But it still hurts.
It's so hard when it's your parents. I still can't comprehend how they do and say certain things to me.
I have a loving family which is all mine. They are mine to keep and love. And my grand daughter well she is one beautiful angel.
I'm going to try to get some sleep.
I've covered up the Sh it's ok they're ok.
I so need this hospital stay.
BB xxxooo

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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@BlueBay Goodnight BB

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor

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Goodnight BlueBay .... ❤️

@BlueBay

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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I'm feeling sick. I don't know what to do. Sick feeling on the stomach. And light headed. Going into hospital tomo

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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I just rang my gp as he is working today. I told him I'm not feeling well. He says it's probably because of nerves about hospital stay. He said I really wasn't too good last week but I was strong enough to get through each day. He said he knew it was tough for me but I got through it. He wished me well fir tomo and I'll see him when I'm out of hospital. I thanked him for his help and support and encouragement.

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CatcakesSenior Contributor

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That’s lovely @BlueBay.
You really have a very caring Gp 🌿
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