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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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@BlueBay

I don't want to say the wrong words so I'm tagging @Former-Member in case I am.

Think of your child, your grandchild. Let your love for them help guide you through this pain.

I hear your pain. I feel for you.

Love to you Bluebay

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

Re: not feeling good

I'm so alone and desperate
Any help

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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I'm here with you @BlueBay so you are not alone

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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I need to go. I need to end this pain of depression and negative talk in my head. I need to stop my thoughts my negative stuff. I need to end this
It hurts Zoe it really hurts.
I don't want this anymore.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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I do know it hurts @BlueBay - and it can be so constant that you can;t see any way out ..but talking here is the first step and you are doing that ...I would love it if you could keep me company here for a little while longer - I need the distraction too my little yellow flower. Tell me about Ayla again it always makes me smile hearing about that gorgeous little granddaughter of yours...

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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I'm crying @Zoe7
I just want to end my life. I'm in pain
Ayla is nearly 6 months. It doesn't matter if I go because she is young. She won't remember me. She is so cute. She smiles at me whenever I hold her. She is my little angel.

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Unknown userMember

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Hi @BlueBay,

It is really important to stay safe right now as what you have expressed here is concerning.

I am sending you an email but please contact one of the numbers below or our helpcentre

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Beyondblue: 1300 22 4636 or web chat

If in immediate danger: 000

Focus on thinking about your grand daughter - she will remember and does remember you.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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I know you are in pain BB - you can do this though - remember I have 'known' you for a long time now and I know the strength you have inside even when you do not feel it - I am here to hold your hand, sit with you and encourage you right now @BlueBay

Little Ayla is growing up so fast - I bet she brings smiles to everyone's faces. She will be walking in no time and then the fun really will start - you will have to try to keep up with her lol

You said before she is eating some vegetables - which are her favourites?

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BlueBaySenior Contributor

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@Zoe7 she loves pumpkin and sweet potato apple pear mango peas and carrot. Oh she loves banana too
Sorry but I'm crying I can't think Zoe my head is everywhere.
I can't keep going Zoe. I need help. Pls stay with me. I feel so alone. But if you need to go it's ok. I understand.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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I'm not going anywhere BB - right here with you @BlueBay

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