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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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BlueBaySenior Contributor08 Mar 2018, 8:24 pm AEDT

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I don't want you to waste your time @Zoe7
With me. I'm hopeless stupid person. Why would you want to stay here with me ?
You know how bad I felt today when the girls at work got their uniform and their sizes were size 8 snd 10. My size was 16 and 18. Biggest ever. I hate myself I hate my body.
I want to disappear I don't care. I wish I could just die and no one would care because they don't anyway. I was crying in the tea room today. I am so sensitive to everything I'm sorry I'm boring you with my crap.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor08 Mar 2018, 8:32 pm AEDT

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I have plenty of time BB - so that is not something you need to worry about at all

I understand that feeling when your clothes no longer fit and you have gone up several sizes. The previous meds I was on had the horrible side effect of weight gain - I went up 3 sizes. Now I am on a different med and the weight is slowly coming down but as I am still not physically well enough to exercise more than a few minutes doing things at a time it is going to take some time to lose that weight. It does make me feel really unhappy just to add to all the things I already feel. So I totally get how frustrating and unhappy that would make you feel @BlueBay

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Zoe7Senior Contributor08 Mar 2018, 8:39 pm AEDT

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No need to be sorry BB - you hvae had an emotional day and it is no wonder you are tired. Maybe going to bed is a good idea but if you want to continue to chat then I will be here for a while longer @BlueBay -whatever you decide know you have my support my little yellow flower... and as always, whether here or not, I will be sitting on your shoulder

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Zoe7Senior Contributor08 Mar 2018, 8:49 pm AEDT

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It's been a really full-on day for me @BlueBay There are a few things that I am presently dealing with but I can't talk about them right now. Life is like that sometimes hey - we have to deal with 'stuff' and we have to sometimes do that by ourselves.

I hope that med you took will only make you a little drowsy - was it just one extra BB?

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Zoe7Senior Contributor08 Mar 2018, 8:58 pm AEDT

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It is great how you see the difference now BB - shows growth and insight

I know you want to be here for me @BlueBay but the priority has to be yourself - as you are no.1 Hon and you need to look after yourself the best way you can first. I really love hearing from you when things are going well because that gives me a lift and when things are not so great - like tonight - then we can sit here together.

I just need to make sure that what you have taken is not in the dangerous range - is that right BB?

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Zoe7Senior Contributor08 Mar 2018, 9:11 pm AEDT

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Can you please tell your hubby you have taken extra so someone can check on you - I am worried about you @BlueBay

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BlueBaySenior Contributor08 Mar 2018, 9:14 pm AEDT

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No I can't tell him @Zoe7. I'll just go to bed on my own

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Zoe7Senior Contributor08 Mar 2018, 9:14 pm AEDT

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Are you safe @BlueBay?

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BlueBaySenior Contributor08 Mar 2018, 9:17 pm AEDT

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I think so @Zoe7 Nit sure. I am very tired and teary
I'm sorry. I shouldn't worry you. Pls don't worry

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Zoe7Senior Contributor08 Mar 2018, 9:19 pm AEDT

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I am worried for you BB - have you taken the same amount before tonight? @BlueBay

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