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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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MDTSenior Contributor29 May 2020, 11:45 am AEST

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@BlueBay

I do hope you keep safe. You are in my thoughts mt friend. Just take care and see what they say. If it is positive then there are precautions and measures to take into place.
You're in safe hands my friend. We have a very good medical system here.

Try to just be yourself and wwhatever happens then you respond in the way you have to

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Angels333Senior Contributor29 May 2020, 12:12 pm AEST

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Ahhh @BlueBay I'm so glad to hear your boss is so nice to you xx I hope the results are okay..

Heading out to get lunch now xx

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BlueBaySenior Contributor29 May 2020, 5:21 pm AEST

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In bed crying because I feel so crap.
I've got a shocking headache heading towards a migraine.
my throat is so sore. Not drinking or eating. I'm so tired. I'm run down.
gojng to try to sleep.
I don't cope mentally when I'm not well physically.
@Angels333 @MDT @Molliex @Maggie @Former-Member @Owlunar @Faith-and-Hope @Shaz51 and others

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Shaz51Senior Contributor29 May 2020, 6:45 pm AEST

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ohhhh sending lots of hugs my awesome sister @BlueBay xoxoxoxo

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BlueBaySenior Contributor30 May 2020, 11:45 am AEST

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hi @Shaz51 @Angels333 @MDT @Molliex @Maggie @Owlunar @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope and others
Called the clinic this morning. The female doctor spoke to me and I told her I felt my tonsils were even bigger. I had to drive down and she would come out to see me in my car.
she prescribed me cortisone to bring down the swelling. If not better by Monday I need to go bsvk. She's lovely. She knows all about my mentsl health issues and is always supportive.
I'm glad I rang and saw her as the other male doctor didn't even look at my tonsils.
I need to calm fown. I'm very angry and moody. It's prob because I'm not well. Everyone at home are irritating me.
Anyway getting hubby to buy some soup bones and I'm msking a broth to drink yonight.
he said he's making dinner - good because I wasn't. !!

off to have something soft yo eat and bed.
chst later xxxx

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MolliexSenior Contributor30 May 2020, 12:15 pm AEST

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Hope the meds help. Take it easy @BlueBay 💙

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MDTSenior Contributor30 May 2020, 12:32 pm AEST

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Take care my friend @BlueBay
Give yourself some rest 🙂

Hey there @Molliex

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MaggieSenior Contributor30 May 2020, 1:08 pm AEST

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I hope the meds ease your throat @BlueBay.

Soft food and bed sound good. 💞💞💞

Hi @MDT @Molliex @Shaz51 @Angels333 👋👋👋

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BlueBaySenior Contributor30 May 2020, 5:31 pm AEST

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I made a beef bone broth with veggies. Let that boil away for a few hours. Just had 2 cups. So nice snd good for you.
I had two sleeps this afternoon. I went into my older sons room and closed the door. i also took one of the cortisone tab.
poor little A - she keeps looking for me saying "where's nonna I love you I keep you" ❤️ Melts my heart 💔

she knows I'm not well and I've been stsying away from her. But it's hsrd.
hubby made a veggie pasta bake. Almost ready.
I'm really tired. This has knocked me about.
hope you are all doing ok today. It's getting very cold here
take care everyone ❤️❤️❤️
@Maggie @MDT @Molliex @Shaz51 @Angels333 @Owlunar @Former-Member @Zoe7 @Faith-and-Hope snd others

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Unknown userMember30 May 2020, 9:17 pm AEST

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Dear @BlueBay

Oh dear .. its been one thing after another for you this past month or so, hasnt it? This will be your second COVID-19 test and self isolation, within a month I think. Really hope its another negative result and your carple tunnel surgery can go ahead as planned.

I guess you still have your tonsils? I had my tonsls removed when I was about 11 years old I think. After constant tonsilitis. But they can actually grown back (partially in my case) and I have had a couple of bouts of tonsilitis a few years back. It can make you very sick and sore.

I'm glad that your Dr has been playing things safe in regards to COVID as well as other possible issues. The thing is, you have been quite unwell for some time now.

Sounds like the sore throat and bad headache (migraine) are really taking a toll on you overall Blue. Added to the stressors around work, finances, upcoming surgery, a packed household, etc, etc .. things are pretty rough for you. And little to no let up for months now.

I hope that the corisone that the female Dr from yuor usual GP practice, gave you starts to have a beneficial effect soon. Its a pretty powerful drug, so it shouid have a pretty quick benefit. Certainly hope thats the cse anyway.

How good is that, that your work is so caring and concerned about you? That must be a major relief to know your job is still there for you when you are able to go back post illness and surgery. If thats what you choose to do.

I hope you enjoyed the beef bone broth for your dinner, and that it was soothing for the sore throat. Well done hubby for the vege pasta bake. Gradually you are managing to train them. 😊

Okay I must go. Talk again soon.

Sherry 🌺💕

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