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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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@Faith-and-Hope @Molliex @Maggie @MDT @Shaz51 @Owlunar and others reading

Thanks so much for your support and love

Sore back

sore hip

tingling hand

shift over

My boss was working with me and asked if I'm enjoying the bakery. I said I do and then mentioned my sore back after last weeks shift. She said "don't lift them".

that's a relief to hear thst. I didn't mention my hand. I prob should have then. I don't know.


seeing the chiro this afternoon. He wants to see how my back pulls up after a shift.

im going now to rest. Tomorrow will be the test. Doing a 6 hour shift.

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Keep on keeping on @BlueBay
You're doing a lot and I'm impressed by your resilience 🙂

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hugs my sister @BlueBay

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Hi @BlueBay

I can hear that you are in a lot of pain and I can also tell you something that is pretty public actually but you may not realise yet

The GPs can only prescrible limited amounts of pain killers because of Government restrictions which is really tough on the general public - and because you were working in a pharmacy you must already know about the restrictions on one medication that was an OTC - and it is impossible to buy without a prescription now - and this is tough

Your doctor probably believes you but you are already taking medication for your Mental Health and adding to it would be difficult for him - and you - and you are not alone

You will need to see a specialist about the tear in your lumbar spine - I am not sure what that means or where the tear is and this is not likely to be serious - words like "small" may seem - well - small - words like "gross, substantial and significant" means people will take more notice and this is rough for you because you are the one with the pain.

I get it - I do - I understand - no one else can tell how the pain feels to us - or - this is so tough.

Anyway - you can vent here - and we will listen and commiserate - I do - and we care and we can feel it for you and with you but we are limited too

But I am glad you told the supervisor you were in pain last week and you have been told to get someone else to lift the heavy cartons in the freezer. That's a good thing

You are so lucky that you have a job in during this crisis and I feel if you get yourself sorted out with the carpel tunnel surgery and some help with your spine - then the job will be great for you - we know you are a hard worker and this will noticed by the staff where you work

But one suggestion - worrying doesn't change anything and saps us and makes things seem worse. Try and put things you can't change on the back burner and attend to the things you can change and it will be easier for you

You are strong and obviously resilient - and you have a job - this is good news

WTG BlueBay

Dec

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I don't know about me being strong @Owlunar i don't feel strong

but ..... thsnkyiu for your reply.

I'm feeling very tired tonight

going to bed soon. Have to be up at 5am for work.

my chiro read my xrays snd rxolsined thst my L5 is completely sacralised. He said I would have been born like this. And now he understands why I'm in pain and why I sometimes don't improve. I'm glad he read my X-ray.

goodnight Dec. I hope you're in not too much pain. Xx

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Ouch - @BlueBay no wonder you are in pain.

I know what that is but will have to look what can be done

I bet you feel vindicated -

it's a great feeling isn't it

Sleep well

Dec

🌷💗🦉💙

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I'm in pain 😢😢

I don't think I can do this job

even though now I'm starting to enjoy it

@Owlunar @Shaz51 @MDT @Faith-and-Hope @Molliex

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@BlueBay 😞💜

Lets wait and see what the specialist says, and then go from there.

Sitting with you and giving you a big hug.

Sherry 🌺

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Step by step @BlueBay
Take breaks if you are in too much pain.

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FFS I'm sick of being here

all i here is one whinging person

this is wrong

not in right spot

mess mess and mess

I don't want to be here

@MDT @Former-Member @Owlunar @Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope and others reading

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