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not feeling good

BlueBaySenior Contributor15 Nov 2016, 9:06 pm AEDT

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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Faith-and-HopeSenior Contributor11 Mar 2017, 7:05 pm AEDT

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Yes @BlueBay .... sounding exciting .... ❤️💕

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BlueBaySenior Contributor11 Mar 2017, 7:11 pm AEDT

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Thanks @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member

It is exciting but at the same time anxious and sad. So many changes happening.

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Unknown userMember11 Mar 2017, 7:28 pm AEDT

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That's good news on the real estate front @BlueBay But change and moving can also be stressful. Do you have another area/home lined up? Keep they clear in your mind as a new beginning is exciting and worth the stress in the long run. Have a relaxing evening my friend. Hope all is okay with you @Owlunar also 🤗

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BlueBaySenior Contributor11 Mar 2017, 7:34 pm AEDT

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Hi @Former-Member

we sort of have an idea where we want to go. Stay in same area or move 10 mins down the road. But still around our area near the beach.

I need to stay calm and once we sell, then we can have a garage sale; pack stuff for salvation army; and if we have to we will rent for a while until we find something we really love. We don't want to buy another place just for the sake of buying; we want to be sure it is right.

But all this will be stressful, I know. That's why i need to stay calm for now; wait and see what happens with the sale.

I know our kids will help us. It is also emotionally stressful as this was the house my parents owned and lived in and also one of the abusers. That's why I need to get out of thhis house and start afresh.

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utopiaSenior Contributor11 Mar 2017, 8:44 pm AEDT

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Great news @BlueBay. Hopefully the house will sell soon.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor12 Mar 2017, 6:18 pm AEDT

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Hi @BlueBay Just checking in to see how you are doing this evening?

...still on your shoulder...

Zoe

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Unknown userMember12 Mar 2017, 6:22 pm AEDT

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@BlueBay, just wanted to apologise for upsetting you earlier. I didn't mean to.

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Unknown userMember12 Mar 2017, 6:39 pm AEDT

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@BlueBay wrote:
Hi @Former-Member
we sort of have an idea where we want to go. Stay in same area or move 10 mins down the road. But still around our area near the beach.
I need to stay calm and once we sell, then we can have a garage sale; pack stuff for salvation army; and if we have to we will rent for a while until we find something we really love. We don't want to buy another place just for the sake of buying; we want to be sure it is right.
But all this will be stressful, I know. That's why i need to stay calm for now; wait and see what happens with the sale.
I know our kids will help us. It is also emotionally stressful as this was the house my parents owned and lived in and also one of the abusers. That's why I need to get out of thhis house and start afresh.

Sounds like you live in a beautiful area @BlueBay I can totally relate to your reasons for wanting to sell and your need for a fresh start from bad memories. I am selling my house for the same reasons. Here's to a better future for you and me on the sea. Thinking of you and sending lots of love 🤗

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BlueBaySenior Contributor13 Mar 2017, 12:48 pm AEDT