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not feeling good

not feeling good

At the moment i am not feeling good. i feel like my body is in 'run away mode'. i feel my body is running on a high, my head is so mixed up. i have to go to bed and try to sleep, but don't know if i can.

my hormones are everywhere at the moment; my mood is sky high negative. i can't deal with this anymre. all of a sudden i am not feeling good. i think it is anxiety.

i don't know why i feel like this; i just want to cry but can't becsue everyone is home. i am going to bed. i don't know what is going on. actually maybe it is anxiety because i felt like passing out today.

I went to my GP to have my mirena IUD taken out as I had had enough. But he couldn't find the string, so he sent me for a ultrasound. Had that and the guy said i had two fibroids and a cyst on my ovary. but he couldn't find the string either, so had to have an xray to find the metal piece. they didn't tell me anything. but while waiting i was so anxious i almost passed out.

so now i have to wait for tomorrow when my GP will call me at work and let me know what will happen now. hopefully he can take the mirena out. i don't know.

my body is reacting to my anxiety - i feel so shaky, i need to stop. no point telling anyone at home becasue (a) they won't believe me and (b) they prob wouldn't care.

sorry, i had to tell someone. i feel so alone 😞

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There is nothing wrong with you my friend - your negative emotions are just outweighing your positive ones at the moment. I suspect if has been a rough day and possibly triggered this morning and it has a very big effect on you. That is completely understandable. You have a very big hear and care very deeply about others - but the down side is that you feel that so much that it begins to have a genuine and negative impact upon you. Let yourself acknowledge those feelings and then understand that they will pass. do something calming that you love - knitting, a cup of tea, whatever you can do at the moment. In the meantime @BlueBay I am here and I am listening.

Sending you all my love - and always sitting on your shoulder...

Zoe

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You offer such wonderful caring support @Zoe7 💕🌹

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My beautiful, wonderful friend @Former-Member - as do you.

I have missed seeing you around - I have not been on many other threads - self-protection mainly so I have not caught up with you for a long time. But I do think of you often and care for you a lot.

Zoe

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I'm exhausted agsin. Need to close my eyes. Thankyou both @Zoe7 and @Former-Member
Xxoo
I'll try to sleep.

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Sleep my beautiful friend and dream of butterflies circling above you, keeping you safe and shining a light on a better day tomorrow for you. I will still be sitting on your shoulder, whispering in your ear that you are love, valued and cared for always.

All my love and huge hugs @BlueBay

Zoe

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I have missed you too @Zoe7 - lots. I miss our talks and laughs.

I havent been online much because unfortunately my husband has become sick - his test results today showed a malignant tumour on his right kidney, a collapsed bladder and collapsed lower lungs. So we have quite a challenge ahead of us. Somehow we will beat this together holding on to our love, hope and faith.

It has been so encouraging to watch you blossom @Zoe7 You are sounding better. I totally understand your need for self preservation for your own well being - I am having to do the same here. Although I may not be on here as much due to caring for my family, I will pop on to say hello to you now and then. Always tag me if there is anything pressing you need support with. Always there for you.

Am off to sleep now my friend - always thinking of you 💕😘🌹xx

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Hugs @BlueBay

Hope that tomorrow brings a better day. I know that you will be ok, you're so much stronger than i think you know.

Hugs @Zoe7 Have loved seeing your posts around the forum, you always have such a kind way of responding and supporting.

Hugs @Former-Member

Sorry to hear of your husbands illness, a very worrying, awful time. Glad that you are staying strong through love and faith to get you through this time.

lj

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I am so very sorry to hear about your husband @Former-Member. I had no idea. You are such a wonderful, caring soul that I have no doubt that every part of you will be thrown into doing everything you can to beat this with your husband. I am not a religious person but I too will be praying for a positive outcome. In the meantime I will be holding you both in my thoughts and hoping that the light shines on you both as you go through this together.

You have done so much for me since I joined the forum - if there is anything I can do for you to repay what you have given me - just ask.

Thinking of you and sending you all my love

Your friend

Zoe

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Thank you @Former-Member 💕🌹🤗xxx

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Thankyou @Former-Member I try.

How are you tonight - one day left of the week!!!!!

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