not feeling good

@BlueBay

Turn your back on the bad aspects of the job.

It sounded like you have some good practical plans for self care going away with hubbie. That is great.

If you have to sell your house, you probably still have a lot of choices. Maybe that can actually be some fun, figuring out what options are available to you and hubby that you can afford. There are probably other places cheap enough, that are not too close to your mother. You can do this.

Thsnkyou @Molliex @Appleblossom

bit of self care - I'm at the hairdressers getting cut and colour. Bit more of red and short cut. I always feel good after a hair cut.
chst later xxxx

Hi @BlueBay

All this stuff with the new owners and you job is no reflection on you - this is all to do with the new owners and their decisions - that is not good but certainly nothing you caused

You have a new life to clear your mind about and maybe even learn to enjoy - finding a new place to live can be a mixed bag but you may be surprised and taking a few days away especially right now - that's good thinking

Keeping away from your mother right now is healthy too - moving close to her would be playing into her games and although you feel as if you can't think atm it seems you are making good decisions

I know uncertainty is unsettling but you will be okay - just deal with one or two issues at a time

Sending best thoughts

De❤💜💙🦉

@Owlunar

I don't know Whst I want. People telling what to do. It's crazy. I need a break.
very teary today

I want to go away

I don't know who I am anymore

when I can't think I think of negative stuff

I'm only able to do one thing at a time

I'm stressing about everything and I just can't do it

hubby being a bit pushy about wirk

I told him tonight if you lost your job it's not easy to find another

thdn I got teary

he then kept quiet

no don't worry I will not go next to my mums. thsts a definite.

I just want these next weeks to disappear.

im booked in for an X-ray on Tuesday. See if it shows anything.
if not thdn an ultrasound.

im so flat

coukdnt care less

motivation is zero

I don't care about anything

depression dark tonight

im scared

Pathetic hopeless terrible mum

hsve to ask son you give us money

no money at all

bills took it all

this is going to get worse while I've got no job

nothing good ever comes my way

everything is difficult stressful overwhelming

what's the point in keep going

😢😢😢

Hi @BlueBay ... I really have few words right now. I know you are hurting badly, I hear you loud and clear. I wish there was something I could say or do to make things better .. sadly there isnt. I do know you are a great Mum, a good and conscientious worker and a beautiful person. I know also that you dont deserve all this hardship. You have plans in place for a bit of a getaway with hubby and to put your home on the market. You are doing all you can to ease your difficulties. Try to just let things be for a while now and give yourself a mental break. Very hard I know, but you can do it. You will be okay.

Sherry 💕

@BlueBay 💙💙💙

Wish hubby would get it - I'm not a f...g bsby